Hello! My name is Naomi! here, i'm going to document my weight loss and my eating disorder. I have a long way to go.
Wednesday, December 31, 2014
New Years Eve!
Hey guys! So, it's December 31st, and I'm restricting much better. Finally got back down to 156, hopefully down to 155 by January 1st. I snacked on a few things today. but they were all low calorie, not healthy, but low calorie. So, why do I feel like such a pig? Ugh, whatever. I'm going to make some green tea.
Sunday, December 28, 2014
Thinspiration
Sooo jealous.....so fucking jealous.
I want those extremely skinny thighs and thigh gap ughh...I want it so badly I'm crying.
Friday, December 26, 2014
Don't know how much I weigh currently, but yesterday, on Christmas, I weighed 155.4 pounds. Finally going down after being back up to my SW, because of my horrible eating habits, ugh, feeling more motivated to lose weight, even if I can't exercise, I know I'll get thin soon, just gotta fight the urge to eat.
I decided that after I reach 108 pounds, I'll take a little break then aim for 99, after that 90, then hopefully 80. I want my thighs to be small and petite.
I decided that after I reach 108 pounds, I'll take a little break then aim for 99, after that 90, then hopefully 80. I want my thighs to be small and petite.
Monday, December 8, 2014
Fucked Up....Again
Started off ok, usually skip breakfast, but I ate an apple this morning. Then at school, I ate pizza for lunch, and feel extremely guilty for it. Then, when I got home, I ate. A lot. Now, I'm regretting it all, and wishing I could take it all back. I tend to have no motivation for weight loss in the morning, and in the night I have all the motivation. I need to be motivated, and in control 24/7, I really really really don't want to be this weight in 2015...please...
Sunday, December 7, 2014
Starting Over
Hello readers! If there are any.
My name is Naomi, my height is 5'6 and I have been trying to at least get under 150 pounds. I am currently 155, and I have been fluctuating between 153 and 156, and started over thousands of times. This time, It's serious, I'm currently fasting today, and I usually give in, but not this time. I will not allow myself to lose control ever again. I refuse to stay this weight until 2015, It's December, and I'm still where I started. I want to lose 5 pounds this week. Hopefully, it goes well.
SW: 157
CW: 155
GW1: 138
GW2: 120
GW3: 115
UGW: 108 = Perfection.
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