Wednesday, April 22, 2026

april 15 - april 25

wegovy - day 1 (weight: 196.6?)

weigh-in after taking wegovy: 197.40 on rm's scale (naked), 198.60 clothed | 200.8 clothed on personal scale, 196.6 naked | 197.60 on rm's scale again naked (flashed 197.00 for a second)

no noticeable change so far by 3:41 pm, appetite still present and lowkey going strong

felt a bit of a gurgly feeling around 30 min - 1 hour after taking it, but nothing intense

pretty much back to normal afterwards, we'll see tmrw



Thursday, April 2, 2026

march 31 - april 10 + apr. 11 - apr. 14 (OMAD plan) | lowest weight this period: 194.80

march 31

- small bowl lucky charms + fruit bowl: pineapple, watermelon

april 1

?OMAD? (+vyvanse)

- ate spicy cali sushi roll

~vyvanse~

- ate cheese ritz 2x during and after practice 

- pb& j sandwich sometime between 11pm-12:30 am

- sunflower seeds late at night to curb cravings (worked, need to figure out a workaround for less calories tho - pair it with spoon and low cal jelly, carrots, & cucumbers?)

april 2 - weight: 196.6 lbs

?OMAD?

- considered getting food and almost did but vyvanse licked in

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april 3

?OMAD?

- nutter butter mini cookies, americana turkey burger

* vyvanse kicked in *

- twix

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- strawberry shaped japanese ice cream

- like 5 sunflower seeds

april 4 - weight: 194.80 @ 9:40pm ish naked

?OMAD?

- cafeteria: snickerdoodle cookie, sliced sausage(?), rice & beans, chicken, potato bite thing?, coke zero

april 5

april 6

april 7

april 8

april 9

- red vines (most likely)

april 10

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april 11

- vending machine: mixed hot chips, 

- coke zero

*vyvanse*

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april 12 - weigh in (either this day or the 11th): 197.00 lbs

- smallest bowl of chicken (alfredo?) & broccolli pasta + fruit bowl: grapes, honeydew, peaches/nectarine, pineapple

*vyvanse*

- boxed tuna salad w/ 5 packaged crackers + 5 additional saltine crackers

- ice cream bar

april 13

- americana turkey burger + snickers ice cream bar

~vyvanse kicks in~

- majority of sunchips @ like 11pm

april 14 - weigh-in(after eating 1 soft taco): 195.60 lbs

- 1 singular sun chip, 1 tootsie roll

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Wednesday, March 25, 2026

stimulation diet (+ possible outing w/ fiber & protein weekends)

- vyvanse in the morning, coffee or other source of caffeine (at least 150 grams but 200g is ideal) @ around 4 pm, exercise to counteract any extreme "tightness" feeling.

- possibility of doing this 3-4/7 days a week, while spending the weekends(which are 4 days for me but i can have off days) doing outings and "protein and fibermaxxing" aka trying to get in as much protein i can and also consuming small amounts of metamucil all day till it adds up. (half a spoon like 4-5x a day) ---> this would also prevent building up a tolerance to the caffeine and becoming too reliant on the vyvanse, as well as mitigating any effects i'm worried it'll have on my health and heart (and brain)

- point of this is to live my fantasy of "restricting with no cravings" just being free to eat (or not eat) how i would choose and be "anorexic" in peace. only issue is that when i'm on the stimulants, it makes me lazy and not try or think abt my diet as much. i need to stay connected and really revel in the lack of appetite and think of it as a superpower i have over everyone else, make planned meals (whether i decide to eat them or not) track my intake, and avoid compulsive snacking just bc it wore off a little. this helps me put in less mental effort on restricting but i can't completely let go because i still won't lose weight.


ningning 41 kg queen. so triggering. her and giselle, who clearly loves being anorexic and underweight.


Thursday, March 19, 2026

march 20 - march 30 (+ started OMAD)

 


march 20

*plan* ~vyvanse~

- jello (90 cals)

- nectarine (63 cals) it tasted bad so i ate a tangerine instead (40 cals + estimated 12 from nectarine so = 52 cals)

- plum (30 cals)

- strawberries & yogurt (104 cals)

- avocado toast w/ egg (380 cals) replaced w/ slice of pizza @ bowling (300-400* cals)

- honey bun (220 cals)

exercise: evening walk walking around mall, bowling 

*~*~

extra: 1/2 david protein bar (so like ~200 cals? considering the lawsuit and the lies), sample meat toothpick, bite of rice with slight bean in it

- lemon water

- cracked due to cravings: pizza w/ ranch, cheerios [bc i was still craving more pizza but didn’t want to eat another slice… didn’t rlly help in the end] ‘nother pizza w/ ranch [yep, i ended up eating another slice anyway :/ ]

planned total: 887/900

act. total: 792(so far) ~1,592-1,900*/900

march 20
*plan*
- avocado toast w/ egg (380 cals)
- 2 tangerines (80 cals)

march 22
- recipe (several portions)

march 23
* vyvanse *
- doritos (first meal) --> vyvanse kicked in soon after
- coke zero (eventually)
- avocado toast


march 24
* vyvanse *
+ bed @ 1:50 am after talking to b for almost 2 hours then moving files on dad's laptop THEN packing
+ woke up @ 5 am and took uber @ 6 am and she had candies and gum in her car that i barely noticed after 40 mins
- 2 caramels, 2 jolly ranches, 1 mexican watermelon candy
- [back at dorm]: ferrero rocher, sushi (vyvanse kicked in and i didn't finish both till later in the day)
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- rice crispie @ practice that took me a while to eat
- sunflower seeds
- several rice cake chips (the jalapeno cheese flavored ones)
total: ~1,300-1,800/800

march 25
* vyvanse + caffeine "maxxing" plan *
 

march 30
23:1 | OMAD ATTEMPT
* made it to eating window
- meal: small pieces of gnocchi? fries w/ ketchup, chicken/curry + some rice and some chickpeas, pizza(didn't finish)
- tried to fight cravings for rest of day, was mostly successful until like 11pm.... i -believe- i ate a pb&j sandwich.




library / tiktok ed pro-ana spam (+ mobile uploads)

 https://www.flickr.com/photos/204369626@N07/with/55157388601




















Monday, March 9, 2026

march 9 - march 19

march 9

weight: 199.80(fully clothed, after gym)

~~fasting / 31 hrs~~

*vyvanse*

plan: gym(20 mins elyptical, 25 x2 leg press, 10 mins treadmill or arm leg swing, 50 x1 arm pull ups) after waking up, then shower

--> if desperate to eat, c&s | grocery shop some safe foods

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exercise: gym - 15 mins elliptical, 25 x2 leg press thing, 20 min treadmill, forgot about arm pull-ups

- mostly water

~

- 7:50pm-ish: coffee + hazelnut creamer, half&half pouch, packet of sugar

- little less than half a stick of gum

weight @ night before bed: 198.80 (w/ clothes, iktr)

march 10

weight: 196.80 (half clothed after eating some dry snacks)

- broke fast around 12:10 pm: cheeto puffs

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march 11

- poke bowl + peach shaped japanese ice cream

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- gold fish

march 12

- sbux: matcha latte order

- didn’t eat till 5 pm (no appetite and didn’t even think abt it :3 ) sun salsa chips(?)

- hot cheeto fries

- (hangout w roomie) 3 slices of pizza, 3 1/2 white claws,

- another slice of pizza, hot funyuns, sunflower seeds, 

march 13

- sbux: matcha order / brekkie: clam chowder w those hexagon crackers

- 2x bueno choc bar

- sunflower seeds

- 2 square dark choc

- rice w/ stew

- rice w/ BEEF stew

- sip of wine

march 14

- hot dog + oatmeal raisin cookie from farmers market parents got me

- 1 square of dark choc 

- honey glazed ham

- peach shaped ice cream + bueno choc bar

- bites of mac & cheese 

- bite of gluten free cracker

- maybe a few sunflower seeds?

exercise: mild walking, ICE SKATING!!❤️⛸️❄️~

march 15

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march 16

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march 17

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march 18

-

march 19

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considering doing this:

or this (could be ideal for a campus diet):
 or simply eat 1,300 cals until my grad date. fun fact: if i eat 1600 cals on non-vyvanse days and 400 cals on vyvanse days (alternate day diet plan) my average would be 1,000 cals total