Wasting Away
Hello! My name is Naomi! here, i'm going to document my weight loss and my eating disorder. I have a long way to go.
Wednesday, April 22, 2026
wegovy - day 1 (weight: 196.6?)
weigh-in after taking wegovy: 197.40 on rm's scale (naked), 198.60 clothed | 200.8 clothed on personal scale, 196.6 naked | 197.60 on rm's scale again naked (flashed 197.00 for a second)
no noticeable change so far by 3:41 pm, appetite still present and lowkey going strong
felt a bit of a gurgly feeling around 30 min - 1 hour after taking it, but nothing intense
pretty much back to normal afterwards, we'll see tmrw
Thursday, April 2, 2026
march 31 - april 10 + apr. 11 - apr. 14 (OMAD plan) | lowest weight this period: 194.80
march 31
- small bowl lucky charms + fruit bowl: pineapple, watermelon
april 1
?OMAD? (+vyvanse)
- ate spicy cali sushi roll
~vyvanse~
- ate cheese ritz 2x during and after practice
- pb& j sandwich sometime between 11pm-12:30 am
- sunflower seeds late at night to curb cravings (worked, need to figure out a workaround for less calories tho - pair it with spoon and low cal jelly, carrots, & cucumbers?)
april 2 - weight: 196.6 lbs
?OMAD?
- considered getting food and almost did but vyvanse licked in
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april 3
?OMAD?
- nutter butter mini cookies, americana turkey burger
* vyvanse kicked in *
- twix
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- strawberry shaped japanese ice cream
- like 5 sunflower seeds
april 4 - weight: 194.80 @ 9:40pm ish naked
?OMAD?
- cafeteria: snickerdoodle cookie, sliced sausage(?), rice & beans, chicken, potato bite thing?, coke zero
april 5
april 6
april 7
april 8
april 9
- red vines (most likely)
april 10
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april 11
- vending machine: mixed hot chips,
- coke zero
*vyvanse*
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april 12 - weigh in (either this day or the 11th): 197.00 lbs
- smallest bowl of chicken (alfredo?) & broccolli pasta + fruit bowl: grapes, honeydew, peaches/nectarine, pineapple
*vyvanse*
- boxed tuna salad w/ 5 packaged crackers + 5 additional saltine crackers
- ice cream bar
april 13
- americana turkey burger + snickers ice cream bar
~vyvanse kicks in~
- majority of sunchips @ like 11pm
april 14 - weigh-in(after eating 1 soft taco): 195.60 lbs
- 1 singular sun chip, 1 tootsie roll
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Wednesday, March 25, 2026
stimulation diet (+ possible outing w/ fiber & protein weekends)
- vyvanse in the morning, coffee or other source of caffeine (at least 150 grams but 200g is ideal) @ around 4 pm, exercise to counteract any extreme "tightness" feeling.
- possibility of doing this 3-4/7 days a week, while spending the weekends(which are 4 days for me but i can have off days) doing outings and "protein and fibermaxxing" aka trying to get in as much protein i can and also consuming small amounts of metamucil all day till it adds up. (half a spoon like 4-5x a day) ---> this would also prevent building up a tolerance to the caffeine and becoming too reliant on the vyvanse, as well as mitigating any effects i'm worried it'll have on my health and heart (and brain)
- point of this is to live my fantasy of "restricting with no cravings" just being free to eat (or not eat) how i would choose and be "anorexic" in peace. only issue is that when i'm on the stimulants, it makes me lazy and not try or think abt my diet as much. i need to stay connected and really revel in the lack of appetite and think of it as a superpower i have over everyone else, make planned meals (whether i decide to eat them or not) track my intake, and avoid compulsive snacking just bc it wore off a little. this helps me put in less mental effort on restricting but i can't completely let go because i still won't lose weight.
Thursday, March 19, 2026
march 20 - march 30 (+ started OMAD)
march 20
*plan* ~vyvanse~
- jello (90 cals)
- nectarine (63 cals) it tasted bad so i ate a tangerine instead (40 cals + estimated 12 from nectarine so = 52 cals)
- plum (30 cals)
- strawberries & yogurt (104 cals)
- avocado toast w/ egg (380 cals) replaced w/ slice of pizza @ bowling (300-400* cals)
- honey bun (220 cals)
exercise: evening walk walking around mall, bowling
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extra: 1/2 david protein bar (so like ~200 cals? considering the lawsuit and the lies), sample meat toothpick, bite of rice with slight bean in it
- lemon water
- cracked due to cravings: pizza w/ ranch, cheerios [bc i was still craving more pizza but didn’t want to eat another slice… didn’t rlly help in the end] ‘nother pizza w/ ranch [yep, i ended up eating another slice anyway :/ ]
planned total: 887/900
act. total: 792(so far) ~1,592-1,900*/900
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Monday, March 9, 2026
march 9 - march 19
march 9
weight: 199.80(fully clothed, after gym)
~~fasting / 31 hrs~~
*vyvanse*
plan: gym(20 mins elyptical, 25 x2 leg press, 10 mins treadmill or arm leg swing, 50 x1 arm pull ups) after waking up, then shower
--> if desperate to eat, c&s | grocery shop some safe foods
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exercise: gym - 15 mins elliptical, 25 x2 leg press thing, 20 min treadmill, forgot about arm pull-ups
- mostly water
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- 7:50pm-ish: coffee + hazelnut creamer, half&half pouch, packet of sugar
- little less than half a stick of gum
weight @ night before bed: 198.80 (w/ clothes, iktr)
march 10
weight: 196.80 (half clothed after eating some dry snacks)
- broke fast around 12:10 pm: cheeto puffs
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march 11
- poke bowl + peach shaped japanese ice cream
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- gold fish
march 12
- sbux: matcha latte order
- didn’t eat till 5 pm (no appetite and didn’t even think abt it :3 ) sun salsa chips(?)
- hot cheeto fries
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- (hangout w roomie) 3 slices of pizza, 3 1/2 white claws,
- another slice of pizza, hot funyuns, sunflower seeds,
march 13
- sbux: matcha order / brekkie: clam chowder w those hexagon crackers
- 2x bueno choc bar
- sunflower seeds
- 2 square dark choc
- rice w/ stew
- rice w/ BEEF stew
- sip of wine
march 14
- hot dog + oatmeal raisin cookie from farmers market parents got me
- 1 square of dark choc
- honey glazed ham
- peach shaped ice cream + bueno choc bar
- bites of mac & cheese
- bite of gluten free cracker
- maybe a few sunflower seeds?
exercise: mild walking, ICE SKATING!!❤️⛸️❄️~
march 15
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march 16
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march 17
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march 18
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march 19
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