Thinspo / Plan

OK.... So yesterday was my mom's birthday. I ate a lot of shit and gained 4 lbs.....185.2 this morning. I'm not gonna let this bother me too much seeing as this is going to be my last attempt at getting thin. Why you ask? Because I will succeed this time. I've made many attempts and plans to lose weight that I've never we t through with and I know exactly why, but this time is different. I WILL miss the weight, and I've said that a million fucking times but I will fucking succeed this time I will stay focused and do this shit. And if I don't succeed? That's not an option, but if I don't, I'll just have to try try try again. End of the week goal is 179. I will reach it, and the goal after that, and the goal after that. Until the final goal is 105 lbs. Then, I will work on maintenance. Until then, I will keep a positive attitude throughout this whole weight loss process, and thin should come to me in no time :)