June 13, 2023

clown behavior today. i don't deserve to use a naomi campbell gif.

MW: x

L: lean cuisine (pasta), 1/4 cup of cottage cheese, 1 peach, tea, 1/2 grapefruit

Cals: 385(miscalculated pasta cals) 357

S:-- (see below*)

Cals:--

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2:30 pm: 1/2 cup almond honey bunches of oats w/ 2 tbsp carnation milk, apple (before movie)

Cals: 205

D: 3 2 taquitos w/ lettuce (after movie)

Cals: 200 167 +~5*

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9:00: ice cream (142.5), salad w/ half-chicken breast-1 egg-1/4 of avocado(235) , acv lemon water

Cals: 377.5

Total: 1,167.5 (1,172.5) 2/1,200

Exercise: walk, 30 min dance workout

Extra: (bit of rice & spaghetti), 3 strips bacon, 2 cookies, tootsie roll, twix, funyuns, hot cheeto fries, milk duds, skittles, salmon

2 hot pockets 😀

Week Goal: 

Month Goal: 

Overall Goal: 114

June 11, 2023

MW:

- 3 fucking hot dogs

& more shit i'm drawing a blank on

Total:  /1,600

Exercise:

Extra:

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Overall Goal: 114

June 10, 2023

MW:

to eat (not in order):

- caramel bar (270)

- noodles (360)

- 20 grapes (40)

- recipe

(from)picnic:

- 3 real/4 technical slices of pizza

- blueberry muffin

- apple juice box

- lollipop

- pink gums

- hamburger

& more

Total:  /2,000

Exercise:

Extra:

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Overall Goal: 114

June 9, 2023

MW:

L: tangerine

Cals: 40

S: lean cuisine, 20 grapes, 3 tootsie rolls

Cals: 382

D: tuna, remaining cottage cheese, candy

Cals: 495

9:00: 4 strawberries, shrimp chips, 2 tootsie rolls

Cals: 294

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eaten/to be eaten:

panda cookies (320)

some shrimp chips (~230)

gummy candy (275)

Total: 1,831/2,000

Exercise: walking (10k+ steps)

Extra: pb&j (~300)

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Overall Goal: 114

June 8, 2023

MW: ?

L: none

Cals: —

S: 20 grapes

Cals: 40

D: nectarine, rice cake w/ pb

Cals: 193

9:00: tuna, metamucil nectarine, rice cake w/ pb

Cals: 280 193

Total: ~2,400/800

Exercise: walking, couch workout, 15 min dance practice

Extra: peanuts(~300), tall iced white choc mocha (310), impossible breakfast sandwich (420)

taco bell chicken quesadilla (520)

+ pb&j sandwich (~300)

Week Goal: 190

Month Goal: 179

Overall Goal: 114

June 7, 2023

wannabe skinny diet

day: 1/14

visualization

MW: x

- 1/2 cup green grapes (52 cals)

- coke zero (0)

- tuna (145 including mayo)😔1 cookie (75)

- smaaaalll portionof cottage cheese 0.75/2 (~82.5) my dumbass mis-measured(~165)brain malfunction

- gum (5/negative cals)

- crystal light (~10)

- seasonings (0)

- sweetener (0)

- tea (0)

- chew toy (0)

- 1 gallon water (0)

- vitamins (0)

- c/s (???)

Total:  ~2,500/300

Exercise: walking, couch w/o, 10 mins dance practice (10.9k steps)

Extra: fish pepper soup, 6 ferrero rocher(560), chow mein(510), 2 caramel bars (540)

Week Goal: 

Month Goal: 

Overall Goal: 114

Diet Goal: 180.0 lbs

June 6, 2023

MW: ?

L:--

Cals:---

S: remaining sandwich (ate early), chicken salad tea

Cals: ~250

D: pb banana toast (ate for snack and ate the salad for dinner)

Cals: ~420

9:00: fruit & tuna pb&j

Cals: ~250

Total:  /800

Exercise: walking

Extra: peanuts, like 3 animal crackers?

+ coke zero

+ yoshinoya: beef rice bowl, flan(270)

anorexia begins tomorrow!

Week Goal: 

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Overall Goal: 114