considering starting up c/s again, even tho the method constantly fails me
also looking at edtwt diets and trying to see which one i should attempt
i've made it a habit to be an out of control loser with no motivation
i need to change that



Hello! My name is Naomi! here, i'm going to document my weight loss and my eating disorder. I have a long way to go.
considering starting up c/s again, even tho the method constantly fails me
also looking at edtwt diets and trying to see which one i should attempt
i've made it a habit to be an out of control loser with no motivation
i need to change that



June 4
- smallll portion eggs + oatmeal
- strip of bacon
- pork kebab + chicken kebab
- 2 macarons
- caramel bar
- 7 eleven pizza
- peanuts
- coke zero
Total: ~2,280 (severely estimated)
June 5
- peanuts
- animals crackers
- coke zero
- yasai rolls
- mcflurry + cookie
- 6 inch teriyaki + maca cookie + sun chips
- walmart sandwich + fun yuns + ferrero rocher
Total: ~3,000 (yeesh)
MW: 192.2 (oh purrr)
L: (technically extra) spaghetti, blueberry poptarts
Cals:
S:
Cals:
D:
Cals:
Total: /800
Exercise:
Extra: 9:30pm - spaghetti (small portion), 2 cookies, fish
Week Goal:
Month Goal: 179
Overall Goal: 114
planned: banana (120), small portion spaghetti (200),
friends going out for burgers: assume it’ll be (~1,000)
MW: ?
L:
Cals:
S: (@ 2pm) banana, water
Cals: 0
D: (w/ friends) burger oreo shake cuz they didn't have the spiderverse burger(rages)
Cals: 640
Total: 760/800
Exercise: walking (14.5k steps)
Extra: bite of cookie, tea
Week Goal: 190
Month Goal: 180
Overall Goal: 114
MW: 193.4 (after taking vyvanse w/ water)
L:
Cals:
S: metamucil + 2 remaining sushi pcs
Cals: ~270
D:—
Cals:
Total: ~1,570-1,770/1,600-2,000
Exercise: walking
Extra: bite of spaghetti
- 2 macarons (~300-500), 1 nacho chip, luvdukk: bulgogi noodles & cheese fries (~1,000)
Week Goal:
Month Goal:
Overall Goal: 114

- ~1,600-2,000 calorie range. Aiming for less (typically 800), 2,000 max
- MUST COUNT CALORIES EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. EVEN IF YOU MESS UP
- Remain in a deficit at least 65%-70% of the time. (19.5-21 days of the month).
- Do whatever you can to eat as small as possible. (Stay at 7 leaves/Library, take vyvanse, drink metamucil, visualize, etc.)
- Make calorie counting and eating "normally" a habit.
- Idea: Plan 4-5 meals a day, but input methods that makes you eat less (ex. going to 7 leaves/Library)
- Idea: have regular days where you eat between 1600-2000 (planned)
- Gym membership and/or proper workout routine for higher TDEE and body-shaping
- Eating priority: Keto/Protein -> Healthy Fats -> Complex Carbs -> Simple carbs (Fiber huge priority)
- Follow add-don't-subtract method and make balanced meal plates
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- Consistent skincare routine
- Take better care of hair
- Build up habits: piano, learning Japanese, dancing, singing
- GET NEW CLOTHES / Present yourself better
MW:
L: water
Cals: 0
S: water
Cals: 0
D: 1/2 burger, spinach, yogurt
Cals: 340 260
9:00: 1/2 burger(ate early), apple, carrots w/ pb
Cals:
Total: ~2,000/800
Exercise: walking (6.7k steps)
Extra: of course - 2 cookies (150), 1/2 cup of cottage cheese (110)
+ cereal marshmallows
+ 3 cookies, steak, like 1 bite of nasty heated spinach
+ pb & j, other half of burger
+ most of sushi, 3 macarons from bobatime (not satisfying)
Week Goal:
Month Goal:
Overall Goal: 114