Wednesday, May 31, 2023

May 30, 2023



MW: 196.2


L: --

Cals: --


S:--

Cals:--


D: 1/2 burger, spinach/lettuce, yogurt, apple pb&j 2 tangerines (@ 9pm)

Cals: 420 ~300



Total: ~810/800


Exercise: walking (11.4k steps)


Extra: sunkist (100), banana(120), tangerine(40), hot dog (250)


Week Goal: 

Month Goal: 

Overall Goal: 114


Monday, May 29, 2023

May 29, 2023



MW: ? (again, forgor 💀)


L: none

Cals:


S:

Cals:


D: fanta soda

Cals: 160



Total:  460/800


Exercise: walking, dancing


Extra: | @9:50am - coke zero w/ vyvanse | 4 cookies - 300 cals


Week Goal: 

Month Goal: 

Overall Goal: 114


May 28, 2023



MW:


L: @ 10 am ish: 2 sausage links, 1 egg w/ cheese & ketchup, 1 extra sausage link

Cals:


S: cheesecake factory - 1 piece of bread w/ butter, chips & artichoke dip, 1/2 four cheese pasta

Cals: ~400-500 + 640


D:

Cals:



Total:  ~2,000/800


Exercise: walking (9k steps)


Extra: other 1/2 four cheese pasta (640) , popcorn, coke zero, bites of mom's pasta

tall iced white choc mocha (310 cals)


Week Goal: 

Month Goal: 

Overall Goal: 114


Sunday, May 28, 2023

May 27, 2023 (cw: 197.0 :c ) + low appetite list

I DO have self-control <3
nice low appetite today >:)


MW: 197.0

*Currently Realistic Route*: Aiming for 1,200 a day w/ vyvanse, spending one meal time outside of the house(typically 12 or 3) | 1,400-1,700/high res or healthy deficit in general | everything i crave in baby portions, + healthy foods every other craving | all in add-don’t-subtract 

  • All alternative options if 1,200 doesn’t work out (but work on diminishing all-or-nothing)


L: small portion rice & chicken + spinach, yogurt smoothie

Cals: ~360


S: none :D

Cals: 0


D: most lowcal chipotle bowl lol: steak, no rice, pinto beans, lettuce, sour cream, + apple

Cals: 505



Total:  ~865


Exercise: walking (12.5k steps)


Extra: coke zero (2 pop corn bites, 1 crunchy curly - burned just be existing teehee)


Week Goal: --

Month Goal: 193

Overall Goal: 114



low appetite common denominators:
- "dopamine detox" on thursday
- eating more protein
- yogurt smoothie
- SUBLIMINALS!!! (+ affirmations & visualizations)
- crunchy curls? lol
- my big cup of (REAL) lemon tea + apple cider vinegar

Saturday, May 27, 2023

May 26, 2023



MW: ?

*Currently Realistic Route*: Aiming for 1,200 a day w/ vyvanse, spending one meal time outside of the house(typically 12 or 3) | 1,400-1,700/high res or healthy deficit in general | everything i crave in baby portions, + healthy foods every other craving | all in add-don’t-subtract 

  • All alternative options if 1,200 doesn’t work out (but work on diminishing all-or-nothing)


L: | @ 10:00ish - impossible breakfast sandwich |

Cals: 420

____

everything i ate:

- egg @ 6pm (following stomach hunger): 80 calories

- 9:40pm ish: small beef salad (75) 10 grapes (20) yogurt smoothie (130), lentil chips crunchy curls (83) = 307


Total: ~1,300


Exercise: walking (14,791 steps)


Extra: remaining flan(~223 est), tangerine (40)


+ 40 lentil chips crunchy curls ~made from both lentils and potato(167)


Week Goal: 

Month Goal: 

Overall Goal: 114


Friday, May 26, 2023

May 25, 2023



MW: ?

*Currently Realistic Route*: Aiming for 1,200 a day w/ vyvanse, spending one meal time outside of the house(typically 12 or 3) | 1,400-1,700/high res or healthy deficit in general | everything i crave in baby portions, + healthy foods every other craving | all in add-don’t-subtract 

  • All alternative options if 1,200 doesn’t work out (but work on diminishing all-or-nothing)


L: |@ 9:30ish am - 2 pork kebabs |

Cals: ~400-600


S: tea, avocado toast w/ egg - 3:00 pm

Cals: 320


D: apple oatmeal, grapes, tangerine

Cals: 195


9:00: beef salad w/ cottage cheese on the side, yogurt

Cals:



Total: ~2,305/1,200


Exercise: walking, pacing, dancing


Extra: piece of flan(~260), 2 pcs of caramel (30) + 2 more (30)

+ 18 more (270)


+ rice and chicken (~600)


Week Goal: 

Month Goal: 

Overall Goal: 114


Wednesday, May 24, 2023

May 24, 2023 (day 1 of 1200! - failed.) wanna do a dopamine detox



MW: ?

*Currently Realistic Route*: Aiming for 1,200 a day w/ vyvanse, spending one meal time outside of the house(typically 12 or 3) | 1,400-1,700/high res or healthy deficit in general | everything i crave in baby portions, + healthy foods every other craving | all in add-don’t-subtract 

  • All alternative options if 1,200 doesn’t work out (but work on diminishing all-or-nothing)


L: corn chips, 4 caramel butter pieces

Cals: 290


~either skip just snack(library outing) and eat lunch w/ vyvanse or skip lunch bc of vyvanse appetite.. or third option, only eat 6 pm meal and 9 pm meal for an 800 day with a free 400 calories if cravings get rough~

S:

Cals:


D:

Cals:



Total:    /800


Exercise:


Extra: pork bbq(be realistic it went over our intake), plus 18 more(or maybe 14 more?) caramel butter pcs(270 cals - 210 if i'm counting the planned pieces) :DD,

- leche flan (ate half), bites of additional pork kebab


Week Goal: 

Month Goal: 

Overall Goal: 114


May 23, 2023



MW: forgot... and then ate.. (sigh)


L: started eating @ 10am: beef strip salad w/ spinach & ranch, yogurt

Cals: 250


S: (@ 2pm) finished ^ early lunch + smaaaall portion of fish&rice(soup)

Cals: 100


D: early - ~5:15 pm: 4 + 2 ferrero rocher

Cals: 300 + 150



Total:  800 :).... until it wasn't/800


Exercise: walking and loooads of pacing (17,973 steps WHEW - 3,099 cals tdee est.)


Extra: 2 ferrero rocher, hot cheeto fries, remaining rice & fish soup, pb&j, matcha red bean(blegh texture) milk tea (no boba, waste of moolah :/...my fatass shoulda just ordered the okinawa)


Week Goal: 190

Month Goal: 188

Overall Goal: 114


Monday, May 22, 2023

May 22, 2023 (cw: 197.0)

vyvanse in morning
library @ 2pm - 3pm lolz
800 calories


MW: 197.0 (+3.4 since last official weigh-in :/ )


L: none

Cals:


S: none

Cals:


D: beef chicken salad, strawberries, grapes, plum

Cals: ~295



Total:  807.5/800


Exercise: walking (11.8k steps)


Extra: poptarts (400) 1/2 pb & j (112.5)


Week Goal: 193

Month Goal: 188

Overall Goal: 114


May 21, 2023

vyvanse @ 4pm


MW: x


L: beef salad, grapes, strawberries, 1 plum | beef strips, tangerine |

Cals:


went out w/ family (chidi)


S: no | teriyaki chicken roll, coke zero, mrs fields cookie |

Cals:--


D: no

Cals:--



Total: ~500-1,000/ 1,200


Exercise: walking and pacing (14.6k steps)


Extra: ^


Week Goal: 

Month Goal: 

Overall Goal: 114


Thursday, May 18, 2023

May 17 - May 20





May 17

 - rest of pizza melt

- boba

- slice of pizza


- chipotle bowl

- 2 cookies


*failed fasting training, 5 hrs (lasted 3 hrs 40 mins)


2,000+ cals/?

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May 18

(successful 5 hr fast)

- bites of shrimp rice

- gum

- cereal

- sugar babes

- paris baguette: 2 hot dogs, 1 egg tart

- tortilla chip crumbs

- corn dog

- 5 pizza rolls

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May 19

idfk

a lot definitely 

wait scratch that

- sausage sandwich & creme brulee bar

- afters ice cream

- subway 6 inch + 2 cookies

disgusting

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May 20

(4 hr "fast" i'm pathetic)

- boba

- entree plate: chicken, noodles, 1 sesame ball, bbq pork

- 1 1/2 pb&j

- tangerine

- small portion spaghetti

- chocolate & fruity popsicle

Wednesday, May 17, 2023

May 16, 2023

fasting training
vyvanse @ 4 pm 5-6pm ish - lolligagged too much
10 am to 3pm fast


MW:


L:

Cals:


S:

Cals:


D: vanilla cold cream brew recipe

Cals: ~200



Total:  2,000+/ 600


Exercise: walking & pacing (over 10k steps)


Extra: spaghetti, tortilla chips, fruit loops & honey bunches, watermelon


small portion apple juice


pizza melt


Week Goal: 

Month Goal: 

Overall Goal: 114


Monday, May 15, 2023

May 15, 2023 (fasting training - 1st day)

fasting training
5 hrs: completed
successful visualization today!



MW:


L:

Cals:


S:

Cals:


D:

Cals:



Total:  2,000+  / 600


Exercise: lots of walking - over 10k steps


Extra:

pre-fast: milk pudding, boba, del taco burrito, danish fruit tart


post-fast: leftovers, 5 taquitos, a date, mcdonald's mcflurry w/ extra cookie crumble


Week Goal: 190

Month Goal: 184

Overall Goal: 114

May 14, 2023



MW: ?


L:--

Cals:--


S: nope lol

Cals:--


D:

Cals:



Total:    / 600


Exercise: walking


Extra: multiple bites of rice, taste of biscoff butter, 2 cookies


twix, smth else


Week Goal: 

Month Goal: 

Overall Goal: 114