cravings are cravings for calories and obesity, true pleasure is eating nothing and getting closer to fairy thin

practically typed out a whooole beautiful essay on why cravings are just mindless fat addict cravings for legal drugs aka calories but not eating actually makes me feel the best about myself.

basically food is drug slop, giving into the addict in my brain crying out for it is saying yes to obesity meanwhile when i visualize myself thin i get a TRUE rush of euphoria and desperately want that to be real.

whenever i eat very little, i feel on top of the world and take one step closer to a beautiful body.

food is poison, calories are poison, and i choose to say yes to thin and associate mindless fat addict cravings with obesity, ugliness, and unhappiness.