Tuesday, October 10, 2023

Aversion Visualization

 1. a run through of a day where i barely eat anything, and when i’m presented with the opportunity i’m completely disinterested in food. 5x/ 5 min

2. i automatically see food as disgusting and crawling with bugs (+while eating it) 5x/5 min

3. knee-jerk reaction to idea of eating food “why would i do that??” 5x/5min

4. great anxiety at the idea of eating food




October 4, 2023 (moved to physical journal)

MW: x (weigh-in every Sunday)


planned intake:

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everything i ate:

- lowfat strawb. milk

- pizza crepe

- chicken wings

- small spoon of metamucil

- poptarts

- 1/2 grape fruit

- grapes

- 2 taquitos

- 1/2 pb&j

- apple juice

- strawberries

- n/v bars

(fuck i'm a goddamn fat-ass)


Total:  / | 800-1500


Exercise: walking (10,957 steps)


Extra:


Week Goal: 182

Month Goal: 175

Overall Goal: 114


October 3, 2023


MW: x (weigh-in every Sunday)


planned intake:

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everything i ate:

- chicken wings

- pocky (pepero + strawberry pocky)

- boba

- n/v bars

- tom-yum noodles

- lemon water


Total:  / | 800-1500


Exercise: walking (10,578 steps)


Extra:


Week Goal: 182

Month Goal: 175

Overall Goal: 114


Wednesday, October 4, 2023

September 30, 2023 - Oct 2

MW: x (weigh-in every Sunday)


planned intake:

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everything i ate:

- bites of shrimp fried rice

- cashews

- some of mom's chipotle

- n/v bars

- gatorade

- 1 pc short rib

- bueno choc. bar

- 3 oreos

- lean cuisine: five cheese rigatoni


Total:  ~2,000/ | 800-1500


Exercise:


Extra:


Week Goal: 185

Month Goal: 182

Overall Goal: 114

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oct 1
- noodles
- other stuff
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oct 2

- 5 chicken wings
- panda cookies
- raising canes
- 2 cookies
- stater bros sandwich
- vit c gummies
- n/v bars
- knife of cookie butter