Thursday, June 29, 2023

Diet Cycling/Method-switching Plan

 ~visualization to help execute every plan~



Post-Appetite Training

Appetite Training Regimen

- leave first thing in the morning for 7 leaves

- no food, just lots of water and possibly gum 

- take vyvanse after multiple hours have past and wait for it to kick in before leaving 7 leaves

- repeat for 4-8 days to reduce appetite and kickstart restriction



Diets & Methods


Diet 1: easy-peasy 800

- first meal @ 12

- vyvanse w/ 12 pm lunch

- 2nd meal @ 6 (can be spread out or eaten later depending on appetite)

- chew toy after second meal OR after elapsed hours (4-5)

- metamucil use may vary


Diet 2: easy-peasy 800

- more appetite suppressing substances oriented

- vyvanse first thing in the morning

- metamucil between meals

* timing of meals vary uncertainly based on appetite


Diet 3: possible difficult 800

- no vyvanse

- utilize chew toy and metamucil more vigorously

- metamucil possible before, in between, and/or after meals

- chew toy 15 mins every hour not eating, followed by consumption of water


Diet 4: leave-the-house 800

- no vyvanse (varies)

- can either leave first thing and eat in evening

- OR can leave after 12 and return before 6 for 2nd meal

- chew toy utilized between & after meals

- most full-proof probably


Diet 5: healthier/more realistic variations (1200-1400-1500-1600/ even 1000 probs)


New Method

- vyvanse in morning (varies)

- list of foods allowed to eat totaling up to ~1500

- start eating later in the day




June 28, 2023


bold = ate

MW: x


- 2 1 spam (110) microwaved

- 2 eggs (160) + ketchup (10-20)

- last cube of cake (~150)

- tangerine/mandarin (~50)

- pb&j (225)

- turkey burger (170)

- 1/2 french bread pizza (195)

- nectarine (63)

additional: 1/2 meat pie(~110), 1/4 banana (~30-40)


Total: ~1,173/800-1500


Exercise: walking, couch workout


Extra:


Week Goal: 186

Month Goal: 186

Overall Goal: 114


Wednesday, June 28, 2023

June 27, 2023



MW: ?


L: lean cuisine, pineapple cup, tea

Cals: 370


S: metamucil

Cals: 90


D: oatmeal w/ sliced nectarine (nice :) )

~ around 9-10: yogurt

Cals: 218



Total: ~800/800


Exercise: walking (10.9k steps)


Extra: jelly vitamins, piece of cantaloupe/honeydew, bites of beef jerky, taste of pb


Week Goal: 186

Month Goal: 186

Overall Goal: 114


June 26, 2023 (clown shoes)

bruh moment this day



MW: x

- planned to go to 7leaves first thing in the morning

- successfully packed up the night before

- stalled a bit to get my bearings

- ended up eating 2 eggs w/ ketchup

- leave and forgot vyvanse ofc

- doing hw but didn't complete my goal (left before i even made a dent in concepts)

- did i mention i left? early? like around 3-3:30.. it was rlly pathetic all bc of some mild cravings i stopped caring. so much for appetite training.

- eating list:
   - bites of rice and pasta
   - chowking boba + stirred roasters bagel sausage sandwich & creme brulee cheese bar
   - radio silence for like 3 hours (surprisingly muted appetite, probs thanks to the pure carbs and sugar i consumed) and then i go and eat more food
   - twinkle boba (the sea cream and other jelly in it made it not as enjoyable but still good ig)
   - ate it with @ home noodles. yasss sodium
   - 1/2 french bread pizza @ like 11 pm


Total:  /800


Exercise:


Extra:


Week Goal: 186

Month Goal: 186

Overall Goal: 114


Monday, June 26, 2023

June 25, 2023

friend's party
vyvanse first thing in the morning
no eating till party


MW:


rules:

* half/baby portions of everything

* mindful eating/ no aggressive grazing

* careful not to get high/drunk/cross-faded teehee

* stick to diet soda if possible

* don't eat before or after event

* utilize chew toy when necessary

* pack up materials for appetite training plan

--

ate:

tiny taste of grandma's pasta (which i believe stimulated cravings)

4:30pm - pasta + leftover boba

- chocolate chip cookie

- strawberry lemonade truly

- 2 or 3 oreos

- thinnest slice of pizza

- some cake

- funyuns

- a fry (w/ sauce)

- cake @ home ðŸ’€

- sprite soda

- more pasta cuz i'm craaazyy


Total: like a normal person/800


Exercise: walking (6,340 steps)


Extra: everything


Week Goal: 190

Month Goal: 186

Overall Goal: 114


Sunday, June 25, 2023

June 24, 2023 (cw: 193.0)

ended fast like 5 hours too early lmfaooooooooo


MW: 193.0


~small portion of carnation milk~


L: homemade banana milk/smoothie

Cals: 247.5


S:

Cals:


D:

Cals:



9:00: lean cuisine

Cals: 360



Total: ~2,457.5 (heaviest sigh) /800


Exercise: walking (15.3k steps - 2,959 tdee est.)


Extra: 10:30 amish - caramel bar (270), sausage egg & cheese from bb donuts (~500), small portion juice


- 4pm-6pm ish: power crunch french creme vanilla (220)

- 1/4 poptart (100)

- some juice (~120)

- most of okinawa pearl milk tea w/ boba (no clue ~600? lolz)


Week Goal: 190

Month Goal: 186

Overall Goal: 114


Saturday, June 24, 2023

June 23, 2023

liquid fast
41 hrs
started yesterday @ 3:30 pm

(sigh) it doesn't feel good to continuously cross things out
i got 27 hrs at the very least and felt good abt it


MW:


L: tea

Cals: 0


S: crystal light

Cals: 5


D: coke

Cals: 140


maybs:

- juice

- milk (check, small portion of carnation milk)

- noodle broth

- milkshake (be calm) lolforgot i finished the ice cream



Total: ~1,090/~100-500


Exercise: walking (7,799) tdee: 2,399


Extra: from 7:09 : banana (120), cookie (75), chicken drumstick (~140-160), vitamin c gummies (30)

turkey burger egg salad (365), fish (~150-300 no clue how to calculate fish like that..probs 200 or 250)


1/2 of one poptart (100)


Week Goal: 190

Month Goal: 186

Overall Goal: 114


Friday, June 23, 2023

June 22, 2023 (+fidget madness)



MW: x


extra:

- peanut butter wafer cookies (waste of money cuz i was tryna order stroopwafels and noodles. tasted fine tho

- microwave bootleg rose ramen

----

~4 pm~

* 7 leaves hw *

@ home:

- small portion milk

- homemade blended cookies n cream milkshake


* successfully used chew toy at night

also revisiting jingling keys



Total:  /800


Exercise: walking (11.2k steps)


Extra: everything


Week Goal: 190

Month Goal: 186

Overall Goal: 114


Wednesday, June 21, 2023

June 20, 2023 + June 21



MW: x


- ice cream cone (182.5)

- cereal marshmallows (~40)

- bacon (~120)

- plum (30)

- dad shared raising canes (~225)

- 5 banana laffy taffy (100)


Total:  ~1,700/800


Exercise: walking (13.3k steps)


Extra: stirred coffee shop - sausage bagel sandwich, creme brule cheesebar


Week Goal: 190

Month Goal: 186

Overall Goal: 114


June 21

* no vyvanse*

- beef sondoboo

- pineapple cup

- ice cream/homemade milkshake (multiple servings)

- egg waffle

- banana laffy taffy

- recipe


Tuesday, June 20, 2023

June 19, 2023 + pending diets (cw: 192.0)

vyvanse in the morning
prioritize health today
see below | v |


MW: 192.0

VISUALIZATION PLEEAASE BEFORE ANYTHING OR SET A 30 MINUTE TIMER FOR THE LOVE OF GOOOOD YOU COULD BE PERFECT I'M MENTALLY CRYING

L: turkey burger salad w/ egg & ranch, pineapple cup

Cals: 365


S: none (32 oz of water ðŸŒš)

Cals: 0


D: lean cuisine, yogurt, plum

Cals: 110


Total:  /800


Exercise: walking (12.7k steps)


Extra: 3 white choc mac. cookies (660), pieces of choc cookie

doordash - ramen w/ pork, added spam (~1,000 probably more LOL!)



5 banana laffy taffy (100)


Week Goal: 190

Month Goal: 186

Overall Goal: 114


pending diets:

- reschedule: planned healthy snacks for when cravings kick in

- 200 cal meal every hour

     - w/o vyvanse: milk & tea in morning, chew toy 15 mins every hour

- add-don't-subtract all in

- 2 meal 800

            - w/o vyvanse: meal 1 - library/7 leaves - meal 2 - chew toy 15 mins every hr (64 oz of water)

          - w/ vyvanse: meal 1 - vyvanse - meal 2 - chew toy if necessary (may spread meal 2 out through rest               

           of day if appetite is still low <- (will actually do this starting today)


Sunday, June 18, 2023

June 18, 2023 + in-between meal appetite suppressors

37 hour fast hehe
7 leaves till 6/7 5:30 apparently
vyvanse @ 4


MW:


L:

Cals:


S:

Cals:


D:

Cals:



Total: ~1,721.5/800


Exercise:


Extra: remaining 1/2 of hot pocket (155), cereal marshmallows (~120), rose ramen (216.25) ice cream (~190)

after 7leaves:

rose ramen(216.25) white choc mac. cookie (220) + bowl of grapes, carrots, and half-handful of lettuce (~82)


+2 more cookies ahahahahaha (440 cals)


Week Goal: 188

Month Goal: 186

Overall Goal: 114


in-between meal appetite suppressors:

- garcinia cambogia

- apple cider vinegar

- metamucil

- chew toy

- games

- fruits to snack

- drinks & liquids (especially water)/(including lemon juice)

            - possibly milk (subject to try)

- sweetener & seasoning


June 17, 2023



MW: 193.8 (oh lord... again? a-fucking-gain?)


L:--

Cals:--


S:--

Cals:--


D: my homemade rose ramen(it's aight)

Cals: 216.25


9:00: homemade rose ramen, 5 banana laffy taffy

Cals: 316.25


- tangerine mandarin(40)



Total: ~780(welp)/800


Exercise: walking (15k steps)


Extra: 2 vitamin c gummies (30), 1/4 hot pocket (77.5 cals) 5 banana laffy taffy (100)

- acv lemon water


post 12 am: took a nibble of 1/4 hot pocket.... which then prompted me to graze on ice cream

so more like ~980 for the day. smh.


Week Goal: 190

Month Goal: 186

Overall Goal: 114