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#1 
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Posted 22 February 2020 - 05:12 PM
Breakfast
0
skipped
lunch
208
30 grapes-101
1/4 pint enlightened cold brew coffee-70
1/4 glass of snapple raspberry tea-37.5
dinner
270 :C
impossible burger taco
total: 469
restriction: below 800
weight: 141.3
bf: 30.9%
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
#2
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Posted 23 February 2020 - 05:28 PM
Breakfast
0
skipped
Lunch
15
monster ultra zero- 15
Dinner
120
lentil soup- 120
Total: 135
Calories burned: 3660
Restriction: Below 800
Weight: 140.6
BF%: 30.9%
Measurements
Waist: 28
Hips: 37.5
Bust: 32.5
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
#3
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Posted 24 February 2020 - 04:12 PM
Breakfast
51
15 grapes
eaten due to waking up hypoglycemic
lunch
270 :c
.5 cup of lentil soup- 86
1 cup of pops-124
.5 cup of fairlife 2% milk- 60
dinner
324 X.X
1 cup lentil soup- 172
45 grapes- 152
total: 726 (kill me)
burned: 1551 (not enough)
restriction: below 800
weight: 140.6
BF%: 30.9%
measurements
waist: 28
hips: 37.5
bust: 32.5
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
#4
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Posted 25 February 2020 - 06:37 PM
Breakfast
0
skipped
Lunch
454 (im so fat)
1 cup pops-124
3/4 cup fairlife 2% milk-90
3/4 cup of enlightened ice cream, mint chocolate chip-240 (why did I do this)
Dinner
242
burrito bowl-242
Total: 761
Burned:1479
Restriction: below 800
weight: 140.63
BF%: 30.9%
measurements(guestament, didn't measure this morning like an idiot)
waist: 28
hips: 37.5
bust: 32.5
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
#5
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Posted 26 February 2020 - 06:46 PM
Breakfast
0
skipped
Lunch
6
4 fl oz of monster low carb- 6
Dinner
259
lentil soup-259
total: 265
burned: 1399
Weight: 139.7
BF%: 30.8%
Measurements
waist: 27
Hips: 35.5
Bust: 32
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
#6
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Posted 27 February 2020 - 06:13 PM
Breakfast
0
skipped
Lunch
168
15 grapes- 51
Burrito bowl-117
Dinner
397
Apple cinnamon oatmeal-157
Pops-124
fairlife whole milk-113
1 Altoid mint-3
Total: 565
burned: 2133
restriction: under 800
weight: 139.4
Measurements
Waist: 26.5
Hips: 39 (this is a correction, I've previously been measuring this wrong)
Bust: 31.5
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
#7
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Posted 29 February 2020 - 10:17 AM
yesterday's- was my up to 1200 day 
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
#8
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Posted 29 February 2020 - 08:18 PM
went over my limit x.x
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
#9
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Posted 01 March 2020 - 06:15 PM
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
#10
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Posted 02 March 2020 - 07:30 PM
fasted today
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
#11
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Posted 03 March 2020 - 08:04 PM
today was my up to 1200 day
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
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Posted 04 March 2020 - 06:04 PM
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
#13
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Posted 05 March 2020 - 06:11 PM
I'm upping my calorie limit to 1500 while in flordia since I am going to be walking all day every day xD
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
#14
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Posted 07 March 2020 - 05:51 PM
Sent from hell
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
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Posted 25 November 2020 - 09:12 AM
whoops im relapsing ahaaha
11/24/20
tapering down rn it's below 1800
I taper so I don't binge later on
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
#16
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Posted 25 November 2020 - 03:14 PM
11/25/20
tapering down rn it's below 1800
I taper so I don't binge later on
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
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Posted 26 November 2020 - 03:18 PM
11/26/20 THANKSGIVING
tapering down rn it's below 1800
I taper so I don't binge later on
I planned on letting myself eat as much as I wanted, but, I couldn't do it. I had to stay under.
no the turkey wasn't lunchmeat, but it's the best I could find for it
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
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Posted 27 November 2020 - 03:43 PM
11/27/20
tapering down rn it's below 1800
I taper so I don't binge later on
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
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Posted 29 November 2020 - 04:30 AM
11/28/19
tapering down rn it's below 1800
I taper so I don't binge later on
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
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Posted 29 November 2020 - 05:06 PM
11/29/20
tapering down rn it's below 1700
I taper so I don't binge later on
Pronouns: they/she (they/them preferred)
Pansexual
Agender
Lw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Hw: 200 something, fuck if I know
SW: 173.6 lb (BMI 28.9)
CW: 200 something, fuck idk
Gw1: 125 lb (BMI 20.5)
Gw2: 100 lb (BMI 16.6)
Ugw: 90 lb (BMI 15.0)
Height: 5'5"
23 years old
Diagnosed depression, anxiety, dyslexia, Dyscalculia ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bipolar 2 traits, borderline and anorexia (w/ orthorexiaa), schizophrenia, alexithymia, Autism
Diagnosed Ibs-m, orthostatic hypotention and NF1
self-harm (cutting, scratching) Days clean: 14
Last sh date: 5/25/22
On vyvanse 50 Paxil CR 50mg, ablify 15mg, lamictal 150mg am and 150mg pm, Trazadone 300mg, ambien 5mg
♡05/26/21♡
~Take my hand and give me a reason to start again~
My silence is my loudest cry for help
Relapsing?
oh i wish that i could fly
way up in the sky
like a bird so high
oh i might just try
oh i might just try
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