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    Posted 19 May 2022 - 12:01 PM

    intake
    jimmys iced coffee can (surprisingly good)
    brioche swirl
    total: 244 calories

    it’s not enough
    if i were fasting and burning 1000 calories daily that wouldn’t be low enough
    i can’t lose this weight quickly enough
    i took a bunch of body check pictures and i literally looked huge in all of them. like deadass obese. i hate my body
    im so tired of this LOL


    it’s exhausting

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    Posted 19 May 2022 - 12:23 PM

    flaneur, on 18 May 2022 - 5:05 PM, said:

    fuck you tapatalk why do u hate me stop making my images blurry

    Tapatalk RUINS image qualityyyy :/

     

    Have you tried using imgur?


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      Posted 19 May 2022 - 12:26 PM

      Bleak Cucumber, on 19 May 2022 - 12:23 PM, said:

      Tapatalk RUINS image qualityyyy :/

      Have you tried using imgur?


      i can’t figure it out 😭 i only JUST learned to use tapatalk i am not tech savvy

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      Posted 19 May 2022 - 12:26 PM

      flaneur, on 19 May 2022 - 12:01 PM, said:

      intake
      jimmys iced coffee can (surprisingly good)
      brioche swirl
      total: 244 calories

      it’s not enough
      if i were fasting and burning 1000 calories daily that wouldn’t be low enough
      i can’t lose this weight quickly enough
      i took a bunch of body check pictures and i literally looked huge in all of them. like deadass obese. i hate my body
      im so tired of this LOL


      it’s exhausting

       

       

      Please be carefull <3

       

      Maybe try upping your intake a little bit, like 50 calories a week or something? Such a low intake might affect your long-term health, and I wouldn't wish that upon anyone, especially you. 

       

      If anyone's huge it's not you!! You're beautiful, so worth it, and your posts on my thread make me smilee! You got this, baby girl!!


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      Posted 19 May 2022 - 12:28 PM

      flaneur, on 19 May 2022 - 12:26 PM, said:

      i can’t figure it out i only JUST learned to use tapatalk i am not tech savvy

      Awwwhhh, just go to www.imgur.com/upload

       

      and then click upload and tap the picture, and then it'll upload there. There should be an icon that says "grab link" and it'll copy the link for you.

       

      Then just paste the link here, and the quality will be great! :)

       

      (note that it's an external link tho, but your pics won't be available to the world basically apart from those who have the link)


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        Posted 19 May 2022 - 12:33 PM

        Bleak Cucumber, on 19 May 2022 - 12:26 PM, said:

        Please be carefull <3

        Maybe try upping your intake a little bit, like 50 calories a week or something? Such a low intake might affect your long-term health, and I wouldn't wish that upon anyone, especially you.

        If anyone's huge it's not you!! You're beautiful, so worth it, and your posts on my thread make me smilee! You got this, baby girl!!


        <333 i am way too fat to do that LMAO but thank u that means the world to me ♡ you’re an angel istg 🥺

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        Posted 19 May 2022 - 12:42 PM

        flaneur, on 19 May 2022 - 12:33 PM, said:

        <333 i am way too fat to do that LMAO but thank u that means the world to me ♡ you’re an angel istg

        say that ur fat again and I will fight u to the end of the world for this. 

         

         

        YOU ARE NOT FAT, YOU ARE PRETTY AND AMAZING <33


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          Posted 19 May 2022 - 12:45 PM

          Bleak Cucumber, on 19 May 2022 - 12:42 PM, said:

          say that ur fat again and I will fight u to the end of the world for this.


          YOU ARE NOT FAT, YOU ARE PRETTY AND AMAZING <33


          im fat … what’re you going to do 😏😏

          im jk pls don’t fight me i can barely throw a punch 😭

          UH SAYS YOU hv you looked in a mirror recently that’s ALL U BB

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          Posted 19 May 2022 - 12:49 PM

          flaneur, on 19 May 2022 - 12:45 PM, said:

          im fat … what’re you going to do

          im jk pls don’t fight me i can barely throw a punch

          UH SAYS YOU hv you looked in a mirror recently that’s ALL U BB

          .................I would legit punch you if I could

           

          You're soo adorable omgg my heart is crying

           

          That's both of us, deal? <33


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            Posted 19 May 2022 - 12:58 PM

            Bleak Cucumber, on 19 May 2022 - 12:49 PM, said:

            .................I would legit punch you if I could

            You're soo adorable omgg my heart is crying

            That's both of us, deal? <33


            ugh if u INSIST cutie

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              Posted Yesterday, 07:38 AM

              intake: 423. lols

              and it’s only 3pm oml. i felt unwell so i left the nursery early (luv my manager) so now im left alone with my thoughts and the fridge for the weekend. ik that i’m definitely going to eat more later on, but i don’t know how much. ideally i’d like to stop eating rn but i didn’t eat anything yesterday evening either and if i do that twice in a row my mom’s gonna start asking questions. idc if she notices but i can’t be dealing w her being nosy. idk, i’d b okay with my intake if it remains under 800. i feel guilty for eating this much but i’m trying to rmbr that i’m sick too

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                Posted Yesterday, 08:09 AM

                MAN

                a few weeks ago i went to my mom’s aunts house and i was talking to my moms cousin ab coffee shops and our fave drinks. she told me ab her fave, this mango passion fruit thing frm costa and when i said i hadn’t had it she said she’d buy it for me one day. i didn’t actually think she would tho but she did. it’s not even nice but i drank it all bc i didn’t wanna b rude and say i hated it. what a waste of calories. idk what size it is so i’m going to count it as a medium since that’s the biggest size this drink comes in. it does look like a medium tbf

                i havent calculated my intake yet BUT ik it’s gonna b high and i hate life. i sound like such an unappreciative cunt lol it was a lovely surprise but i jus wished that i actually enjoyed the drink so that it didn’t feel like a waste

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                  Posted Yesterday, 08:14 AM

                  ok intake is 588 LOL i feel gross

                  why am i so dramatic jeez bitch chill it’s one drink

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                    Posted Yesterday, 02:33 PM

                    intake
                    2 bags of crisps (yes yes ik)
                    brioche swirl
                    medium mango & passion fruit cooler
                    total: 588 calories

                    yay. my observation at the nursery went well, the lady who does it is a sweetie. she makes me nervous but she’s rly nice. the kids co operated with me and everything went smoothly. she did give me some bad news though. since i’m usually with the toddlers and don’t have much experience with the babies, i have to help out in baby room from now on. i don’t enjoy being with the babies because i never know what to do with them, since they don’t talk or do anything much. plus i have my favourites in the toddler room ;( LOL teachers in school deffo lied when they said they didn’t have favourites fr

                    intake wise, we had to go to an unexpected little get together for someone’s birthday so i managed to avoid eating anything else altogether. the cake looked good af and it physically hurt to refuse it, but the scale will thank me later ig

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