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tilldeath

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    Posted Yesterday, 03:50 AM

    15th May 2022:

    weigh in: 161.8lbs wooop. ive decided to on my smart scale use 5ft5 as opposed to my specific height which is 166cm (5ft 5 is 165cm). bc ik that it is more standard to measure w feet not cm so it makes my bmi higher but i can deal w that. it means exactly 150lbs will be a 25 bmi instead of 151.8lbs. i figured like if i ever went to the drs and the measured me using ft n said my bmi was higher than i thought id have a meltdown. this way theres no way of me measuring it to be more than it is if that makes sense

    intake: 781.

    i rlly need to go food shopping today but just dont wanna lol so im gonna do it tomorrow. i need to go to the post office n then to tesco so i can kill two birds w one stone. another chill day today. i have a speeding awareness course online on tues which im so anxious about my laptop giving up or something so i have to get the points and the fine so i just want that to be over so i can stop stressing. then on the 23rd i have my adhd assessment which again i am so so anxious for but after all of those things and once ive handed in my last assignment which i have completed im just waiting a bit longer to hand it in, then all the stressful things are over. even after the speeding course i think i’ll be a lot less stressed.

    i literally eat the same thing every day im too lazy to list it


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    SW: 215.2lbs (97.6kg) - 21/1/22

    GW 1: 150lbs (68kg)

    GW 2: 125lbs (54.4kg)

    UGW: 110lbs (49.8kg)

     

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    #257 HangryMoons

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      Posted Yesterday, 12:26 PM

      tilldeath, on 13 May 2022 - 05:14 AM, said:

      13th May 2022:

      weigh in: 162.4lbs (did weigh myself later at 12 n it said 162.2lbs wooo but i wont count it lmao)

      intake: 699

      in a rlly good mood today! weather is beautiful n i plan to get my references done for my assignment today :))

      lunch was soup, a matzo cracker with ham on, carrots n a small orange (345) n dinner was the usual soy burger etc but had burger sauce today instead of bbq was 354 cals altogether.

      heading to a pals in about an hour to hang out, im tired n would rather stay in bed but i should be social they will probs drink n smoke some weed but i 1) dont drink n 2) too scared to smoke since this relapse bc im worried i’ll get the munchies :’)

      just booked flights to go on holiday with my friend. i am so excited but also so god damn terrified because of the food and unknown calories. i wont be able to keep up 800 as we will be eating out so often. we are going for 7 days. 7 days of not only holiday eating but ITALIAN holiday eating. i guess i can opt for salads and fish etc but im god damn terrified as ik how much oil is used and how there will be no way of knowing calories. im so scared. 2 days will be travel so i can eat a minimal amount. 5 days will be full eating. i know a weeks worth of normal eating wont destroy my progress, and in that week id lose a max of 3lbs anyway, more likely 2.5-2.7ish. and i know eating a normal amount of food for 5 days isnt gonna make me gain actual weight, but it is so scary. i guess i will have to deal with it when it comes and tolerate the fact that i will gain a bunch of food weight.

      ootd part 1 - just a lil outfit i put together with the new clothes i bought. giving up on privacy etc lmao



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      You're so pretty! I removed your image from my quote just in case you change your mind about the privacy 😺

      #258 tilldeath

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        Posted Today, 03:06 AM

        HangryMoons, on 15 May 2022 - 12:26 PM, said:

        You're so pretty! I removed your image from my quote just in case you change your mind about the privacy 


        thank you so much!! i appreciate the thoughtfulness also!


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        SW: 215.2lbs (97.6kg) - 21/1/22

        GW 1: 150lbs (68kg)

        GW 2: 125lbs (54.4kg)

        UGW: 110lbs (49.8kg)

         

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        #259 tilldeath

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          Posted Today, 03:07 AM

          16th May 2022:

          weigh in: 161.5lbs. god this final stretch to get outta the 160s is so painful

          intake:

          today i gotta go food shopping n to the post office so gonna have some breakfast of an apple n alpen bar (108) n get going bc the post office for 0 reason closes at 1pm on mondays n ik if i go without eating anything it wont be fun bc these days my body is not happy lol

          okay so went to tesco and the postie so thats done, got some salsa from tesco and its 23 cals per 50g which is a really decent serving. i had low fat soup, a matzo cracker with two slices of ham on, then chopped some carrots, celery and cucumber to dip in the salsa n it all came to 288 cals and i am so full i couldnt even finish the veg n salsa so will have some of that later. defo couldve saved like 95 cals and not had the cracker n ham bc im floored im so full its £1.20 for a tub n has four servings so not the cheapest thing in existence but not awful n is great to make veggies more exciting.

          anxiety is sky high about this speed awareness thing tomorrow in case i cant get onto it or my laptop gives up or something bc if you dont attend the whole thing then it doesnt count. i so wish it was in person and i could just drive somewhere to do it! i dont like relying on tech for it. oh well this time tomorrow it’ll be over :)

          just had a message from an online instagram friend just checking in and they actually asked how i am doing ed wise. they know i suffered 7 years ago now, but i think from my weight loss are checking to see if its come back and i think bc idk them irl im gonna be honest with them..

          i was honest and they were so lovely. tho its a bit scary they could tell i was struggling just from pics on insta lol but then i guess they understand the difference between healthy n unhealthy weight loss n speeds etc so thats probably why.

          dinner was a soy burger etc etc (373) i bought a mango today im so excited to have it tomorrow! i also finally booked a drs apt for a blood test so they are just doing a phone call appointment but it isnt until the 31st?! bit shook its such a wait but at least its booked in

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          SW: 215.2lbs (97.6kg) - 21/1/22

          GW 1: 150lbs (68kg)

          GW 2: 125lbs (54.4kg)

          UGW: 110lbs (49.8kg)

           

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          #260 anitsirk2.o

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            Posted Today, 04:15 AM

            You’re so close!! The 160s were awful for me, 150s felt like a breeze in comparison.

            Also, the post office is awful!!!

            good better best never let it rest

            until your good is better

            and your better best

             

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            tilldeath

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              Posted Today, 06:12 AM

              anitsirk2.o, on 16 May 2022 - 04:15 AM, said:

              You’re so close!! The 160s were awful for me, 150s felt like a breeze in comparison.

              Also, the post office is awful!!!


              i should be 160 by friday but its the last lil push which is driving me crazy you have DESTROYED the 150s oh my god you have zoomed through it!! hopefully the 140s will be the same for you! i hope that the 150s is fast, though i think bc im yet to have a proper plateau and i am really counting on getting to 150 by the 13th june that its gonna be sods law that the last 10lbs to gw1 are gonna be a struggle but i am manifesting it goes well!

              honestly they truly have their own concept of time sometimes it’ll be a random tuesday and they just wont be open for no reason


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              SW: 215.2lbs (97.6kg) - 21/1/22

              GW 1: 150lbs (68kg)

              GW 2: 125lbs (54.4kg)

              UGW: 110lbs (49.8kg)

               

              210205200195190, 185180175170165, 160, 155, 150, 145, 140, 135, 130, 125, 120, 115, 110




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