Posted October 4, 2021Literally in Full Spiral, but at Least I'm Drinking to ForgetI'm Gigi. I'm 26 and pretty much a nomad but I live right now in the Prague (but spent the past years in Berlin). I had a pretty big accountability on MPA, but I've officially moved here. I'm kinda insane and have been dealing with life life life the past months since my June disappearance. I moved countries, begun a relationship (who knows if this will last), and started my masters. I've had an ED for the past nine+ years and there's no sign of stopping yet. I've been up, I've been down, and now I'm middling. I pretty much just use this page to post my daily shit and drama. Expect pictures, bullshit, and complaining. I haven't been doing much sugar baby-ing recently due to a boyfriend, but if that ends, and end it may, I'll get back to posting all abut the sugar baby life and the gifts, annoyances, and men. Height: 5'4.5"HW:154ish (Reliably documented at 147)LW 93 2013CW 122.2 GW1 124GW2 114GW3 110GW4 99UGW 93 Well, I'm not sure what else to write but below I'll post the acronyms I use to refer to people by. If anyone wants to catch up on the past few years, I'll post the MPA link to my previous accountability here, but there's like 63 pages and thousands of posts so it's a doozy. Love you all and glad to be back. Let's loose the flab and pop some Tab. Names and People Abbreviations Hide contents Sky - My cousin and heart sister. BB - Bolivian Boy who is my boyfriend. He lives with his ex and their daughter in Berlin. Love him, but he's a handfulIna- BB's ex. They were together 7 years and she's nice but a thorn in my side. We don't really talk to each other and have never officially met. She's not happy that BB is dating and has said explicitly that she hasn't liked me from the first moment she saw me.Emily-BB's daughter, born January 2021Lily-Macedonian roomie here in Prague who loves parties, SVU, and the anorexic lifestyle. We get along well obviously.T - My (Former)roommate in Berlin, chill ass gay guyMona - 50 y/o mom to "the baby" and a great friend of mine. Cares for me like a mother/best friend. I was their au pair about three years agoThe Baby - a now five year old little girl that I was the Au Pair for about two years ago. I am VERY close with the family. Einstein - Mona's husband and father of 'the baby", a silent figure, usually found working in the garden or baking sweets.Nofar - T's best friend and mine too. She "gets" all my issues bc she's the "special massage" job having, ED daughter of a crazy cunt of a mom too.Dresden Friend (DF) - Gay Brazilian boy who travels Europe and is my bff. He and BB have a major feud. You 1×Quote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
AuthorPosted October 4, 2021Well here’s the flattering and unflattering of me recently. Feel free to roast lolCastlesInTheAir and Ennui 2Quote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
AuthorPosted October 5, 2021Well. Let’s get started with the bitching. I anticipate this will move over to private as soon as I get posts verified by the mods here but as for now I have nowhere to post this.What’s happened? Well a lot.I came back from the US. Before I came, Bolivian Boy dropped a bomb.He has a daughter! At the time she was 3 months old…. Now she’s about 8.5 months old. Emily is super cute but holy shit does she complicate things. That’s why he’s so attached to Ina.Maybe I’ll go through some of the shit with her at some point. Well she’s not done anything but the way BB deals with the two of us is sometimes fucked. She always comes first to him. Oof.He’s still in Berlin living with Ina and Emily. I live in Prague alone, but a roomie is coming, Lily.In class today. Tuesday is my brutal day, 8am to 15:30 no breaks. I’m tired already. But it’s the last class of the day. Ate lunch unfortunately.I think after I’ll go home and do some of my readings then take a short nap.For now I’ll leave it at that. I missed this writing.Sent from the iPhone that my Sugar Daddy BoughtQuote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
AuthorPosted October 5, 2021BB dumped me bc I refuse to cut off my BFF Dresden Friend (DF) because DF said he didn’t like BB.I’ve got a ticket to Berlin for tomorrow evening and we’ve got plane tickets to Sweden for next Wednesday. Not really sure what’s going to happen with these now.Well my clear optimism on this relationship was well placed it seems.Sent from the iPhone that my Sugar Daddy BoughtEnnui, Alice_in_Wonderland91625137978 and CastlesInTheAir 3Quote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
Posted October 5, 2021A few ex sugar baby and Now escort is following. I remember you from your past tread. Hi againhttps://eatingdisordercentral.com/showthread.php?tid=28825GigiB 1Quote
AuthorPosted October 5, 2021 On 10/5/2021 at 2:48 PM, Alice_in_Wonderland91625137978 said:A few ex sugar baby and Now escort is following. I remember you from your past tread. Hi againhttps://eatingdisordercentral.com/showthread.php?tid=28825Hey Alice. So good to hear from you. It’s so nice to hear from old friends. I’m a bit melancholy right now, so you definitely cheered me up.How’s it been going?Sent from the iPhone that my Sugar Daddy BoughtAlice_in_Wonderland91625137978 1Quote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
Posted October 5, 2021Following you, of course!I can’t wait to see your posts again, lovely MPA definitely crumbled after that whole fiascoSent from my iPhone using TapatalkGigiB 1Quote CW: 111.2 (11/07)GW1: 115GW2: 110GW3: 105GW4: 100UGW: 95
AuthorPosted October 6, 2021Getting on my bus to Berlin even though BB said he’ll lock the door in my Face if I show up.Man has my brand new 300euro jacket in his house. I WANT ITStay tuned for how this clusterfuck pans outSent from the iPhone that my Sugar Daddy Boughtstressnhope and Alice_in_Wonderland91625137978 1 1Quote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
Posted October 9, 2021Looking forward Im still reading to catch up and understand why you are going to his doorhttps://eatingdisordercentral.com/showthread.php?tid=28825Quote
Posted October 9, 2021Yay!!!! I found you! I was wondering how you were doing and I am so happy I found your new Accountability. Also you are gorgeous!GigiB 1Quote Hidden In A World Of CaninesEquestrianMiss Bitchness
AuthorPosted October 10, 2021 On 10/9/2021 at 6:02 AM, Alice_in_Wonderland91625137978 said:Looking forward Im still reading to catch up and understand why you are going to his doorhttps://eatingdisordercentral.com/showthread.php?tid=28825Well he’s really touchy about DF bc once at a party BB was being an ass to me and his Uni BFF Gabe was there and told DF “BB is always like this, but I don’t know why he’s so cold to Gigi” earlier in the night he’d told BB that he was lucky to have me. So BB was not in a good mood bc he doesn’t like people saying that hes “lucky” to have a girl like meWell later DF told Me that “someone” had said that about him but didn’t say it was gabe bc hes BBs best friend. I told BB later someone said that bc he was being rude to me again.The man lost. His. Cool. He wanted to know instantly who said that and why I didn’t defend our relationship against whoever said it. I told him, I heard it secondhand.So it was a MAJOR fuckup for me to tell him this bc it’s been 2 months and he constantly dumps me and takes me back. Dumps me, takes me back. Since I didn’t instantly demand to know who said it from DF.BB talked to DF and he also refused to throw BBs best friend under the bus for saying that. So BB assumed that DF said it and blamed it on someone else. He doesn’t call DF by any other name than “the snitch” and says if he ever sees him face to face again, he’ll beat the shit put him for talking bad on our relationship.DF later told me the full story but made me sweat not to tell BB it was gabe bc he would much rather BB hate him than lose a close friend.But the issue for BB right now is that he INSISTS I drop DF out of my life, ditch our friendship, and ghost him. Now if you followed my MPA page, you’ll see how close DF and I are and how good of a best friend he is. Even though BB wants to beat him up, he’s still trying to protect him by not telling him it was his best friend shit talking him.Well I told BB I wasn’t ditching DF and on Sunday, he found out DF was visiting me for his birthday. He strictly told me that we were to NEVER see eachother face to face again. I told him I didn’t agree to that but he says that when he agreed that we could get back together, I was agreeing to the conditions.BB can also get really rude when he’s angry so he keeps saying I’m a “fucking regard” for not figuring out DF needs to go, I “don’t know how to love”, I “need to shut the fuck up and listen to people who know how the world works”, I should “go die” or “jump out the window” etc.Still I couldn’t let him go so I was going to Berlin.I’ll say how that goes laterSent from the iPhone that my Sugar Daddy BoughtQuote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
AuthorPosted October 10, 2021 On 10/9/2021 at 12:40 PM, Bluemist99 said:Yay!!!! I found you! I was wondering how you were doing and I am so happy I found your new Accountability. Also you are gorgeous!Glad you found me again! I’m doing well enough, as I do. I’ll get into a ton of background at some point here. I’m goin through shit, as per normal. MEN. I have bad taste.Thank you so much for the compliment. It really makes my days better when they’re not so bright.Sent from the iPhone that my Sugar Daddy BoughtQuote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
Posted October 10, 2021I used to (silently) follow your MPA thread…. Just didn‘t ever really talk much on that site. Glad to see you here and I‘ll try to interact more now instead of just creepily lurking and reading….GigiB 1Quote struct self{ string school = Robotics/Mechanical engineer at ETH, finally almost done........; string about = huge nerd, travel bug, creative crafty, mostly depressed, fuck this shit; int age = 25; int weight = ~110; string units = lb;} if self.weight < 90 break;else continue; if you == interested accountability == https://eatingdisordercentral.com/thread-18342.html
AuthorPosted October 11, 2021 On 10/10/2021 at 3:33 PM, CastlesInTheAir said:I used to (silently) follow your MPA thread…. Just didn‘t ever really talk much on that site. Glad to see you here and I‘ll try to interact more now instead of just creepily lurking and reading….Creepy following is also ok [emoji3526] I lurked MPA a year before joining then lurked Threads for the next 6 years before leaving lolSent from the iPhone that my Sugar Daddy BoughtCastlesInTheAir 1Quote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
AuthorPosted October 13, 2021He keeps breaking up, taking me back, breaking up, taking me back. Throwing me out of his house at 1am then coming to find me an bringing me back.I told him I was leaving his graduation and not going. So he told me we’d be together if I just went with him that night. When we came back from the club after I did everything he asked and climbed into bed, he says “I changed my mind, I’m dumping you again“Then yesterday in class he asks my address. At 6pm he says he’ll be at my house before midnight. Then he says that he’s going to go to a hostel because I didn’t react well enough to his surprise visit.Now he’s here and told me he DOES want me to come to Sweden with him tomorrow. BUT he’s dumping me again the day I get back.Sent from the iPhone that my Sugar Daddy BoughtQuote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
Posted October 13, 2021Trash like him belongs in the garbage.I would say to just cut him off, but this is your decision and your life.Just know that you truly deserve better, lovely. I hope that whatever decision you make ends up well for you.Quote CW: 111.2 (11/07)GW1: 115GW2: 110GW3: 105GW4: 100UGW: 95
AuthorPosted October 15, 2021We’ll after trying to kick me off the vacation and out of the train taking us TO THE AIRPORT. He let me get on the plane with him.We just landed in Stockholm and we’re heading to his old host mothers house. He’s being super loving after waking me up kissing me then deciding when o kissed him back he wasn’t going to talk to me all day and I wasn’t allowed to come with him. Then he and I fucked and he said I COULD go, so I packed my bags ASAP bc we were leaving for the airport in 30. But on the train he changed his mind again and told me to get out and take my things and go home. I didn’t though so we got on the plane. The whole time we were there on the plane he was super loving and holding me etc.UghSent from the iPhone that my Sugar Daddy BoughtQuote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
Posted October 15, 2021Wow, talk about hot and cold…. Hopefully the trip is OK in the end despite the rollercoaster of it allGigiB 1Quote struct self{ string school = Robotics/Mechanical engineer at ETH, finally almost done........; string about = huge nerd, travel bug, creative crafty, mostly depressed, fuck this shit; int age = 25; int weight = ~110; string units = lb;} if self.weight < 90 break;else continue; if you == interested accountability == https://eatingdisordercentral.com/thread-18342.html
Posted October 15, 2021As I said before, I hope that you make the right decision for you And I also hope that all goes wellPlease stay safe, hun GigiB 1Quote CW: 111.2 (11/07)GW1: 115GW2: 110GW3: 105GW4: 100UGW: 95
AuthorPosted October 18, 2021 On 10/15/2021 at 3:35 AM, CastlesInTheAir said:Wow, talk about hot and cold…. Hopefully the trip is OK in the end despite the rollercoaster of it allI’ll write up about the trip. It certainly was a hot and cold one.Sent from the iPhone that my Sugar Daddy BoughtCastlesInTheAir 1Quote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
AuthorPosted October 18, 2021 On 10/15/2021 at 6:41 AM, stressnhope said:As I said before, I hope that you make the right decision for you [emoji3590]And I also hope that all goes wellPlease stay safe, hun [emoji120]Im safe and well back in Prague. I’ll write up more of what happened later but I’ll post a few pics nowSent from the iPhone that my Sugar Daddy Boughtstressnhope 1Quote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
AuthorPosted October 18, 2021Pics round 1Not feelin nothin today lolololSent from the iPhone that my Sugar Daddy BoughtCastlesInTheAir, stressnhope and Ennui 2 1Quote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
Posted October 19, 2021Happy to see you around! I kinda lurked in your MPA thread for a while too, but was never able to comment anywhere as my account wasn't verified [emoji854]Sending you love, you must have had quite a stressful trip [emoji3590]GigiB 1Quote With love from a rave The art of renovation Reveal hidden contents
Posted October 19, 2021You went through Malmö I see! Visited there a few years ago and it was incredible.GigiB 1Quote struct self{ string school = Robotics/Mechanical engineer at ETH, finally almost done........; string about = huge nerd, travel bug, creative crafty, mostly depressed, fuck this shit; int age = 25; int weight = ~110; string units = lb;} if self.weight < 90 break;else continue; if you == interested accountability == https://eatingdisordercentral.com/thread-18342.html
AuthorPosted October 22, 2021 On 10/19/2021 at 9:55 AM, LadyLucas said:Happy to see you around! I kinda lurked in your MPA thread for a while too, but was never able to comment anywhere as my account wasn't verified [emoji854]Sending you love, you must have had quite a stressful trip [emoji3590]Yeah. He’s dumped me for real now bc I refused to cancel my Brazilian friends birthday bc BF hates him.BB called me to beg me not to meet him then when I refused, banged his head so hard and so many times on the radiator i called his best friend to go over but BB told the guy not to come. So all night he was vomiting and had to go to the hospital today. Ina came home early with their kid to take him. And care for him. He told her he dumped me and I’m sure she was pleased bc she told him 2 weeks ago that she’s never liked me.UghhhhhSent from the iPhone that my Sugar Daddy Boughtstressnhope and LadyLucas 1 1Quote 5'4.5"HW:151.4LW: 93CW:122.2GW1:134GW2:115GW3:104UGW: 93
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