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Posted 22 April 2022 - 05:33 PM
OOTD.
Ate. Drank. Meh...
Intake: large vanilla latte, caramel crunch pretzel cookie, chicken salad sandwich on croissant + kettle chips; entire Italian mushroom pizza, glass of Pinot noir, generous sample of Chardonnay, spicy margarita
Disgusted with myself. I don’t have any control.
I love my outfit, but it would be 10x sexier if I was 20 pounds lighter
Just documenting...
I know I’ll get to my GW, just not sure when the fuck I will. Really hoped to see 130s at least by August. Sounds like such a delusion.
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Posted 22 April 2022 - 10:06 PM
I’m joining a gym membership once I reach 150/below. That is, if my neighbor doesn’t pay for my membership 😅
He was a little rude today. We both exited our apartments together and after I said hi, he just stormed straight to his truck and drove off. Not even a second of waiting. He looked decent leaving his apartment too, so I’m sure he either went on a date with a supposed girlfriend, or out with friends. Either way, the vibe was OFF. I’m not tolerating any disrespect from ANYONW. I’m not going to even talk to him again unless he initiates. Then I’ll bring up this incident.🙂 ride affff. 🙄
Anyway.... I was thinking, anytime I feel lonely, I can either go for long walks or go to the gym and weight lift. I know I’ll burn more calories that way.
He was a little rude today. We both exited our apartments together and after I said hi, he just stormed straight to his truck and drove off. Not even a second of waiting. He looked decent leaving his apartment too, so I’m sure he either went on a date with a supposed girlfriend, or out with friends. Either way, the vibe was OFF. I’m not tolerating any disrespect from ANYONW. I’m not going to even talk to him again unless he initiates. Then I’ll bring up this incident.🙂 ride affff. 🙄
Anyway.... I was thinking, anytime I feel lonely, I can either go for long walks or go to the gym and weight lift. I know I’ll burn more calories that way.
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Posted 23 April 2022 - 04:17 PM
Same shit, different day.
Mood: depressed
Weight this morning: 171.0
Fasted 14 hours (pathetic)
Intake: large vanilla latte, caramel pretzel cookie thing again, chicken salad sandwich again, but on ciabatta bread + chips; entire mushroom pizza
OOTD: I don’t know who I was thinking I could wear a crop top... ffs.
My outfits would look so much better if I was smaller. At least these will make for great ‘before’ photos!
Mood: depressed
Weight this morning: 171.0
Fasted 14 hours (pathetic)
Intake: large vanilla latte, caramel pretzel cookie thing again, chicken salad sandwich again, but on ciabatta bread + chips; entire mushroom pizza
OOTD: I don’t know who I was thinking I could wear a crop top... ffs.
My outfits would look so much better if I was smaller. At least these will make for great ‘before’ photos!
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Posted 24 April 2022 - 06:25 AM
Bvrry, on 24 Apr 2022 - 04:03 AM, said:
thank you ❤️❤️❤️Your outfits are cute!
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Posted 26 April 2022 - 11:51 PM
I am still working on getting back on track (again).
I keep telling myself that’s it’s okay if I derailed as long as I keep going.
Also, today was my last week of school, so I’m really happy about that. I take my finals next week and then I will complete my first year of nursing school!
I’ll officially half way done! This year has been tough, but I made it.
I wish summer would be relaxing, but I think I’m going to be working a lot to more to save towards school. I know my senior year will be more challenging, so I want to prepare myself financially for it!
As far as dating goes. Not sure what I want to do anymore. With summer break approaching, I would love to just keep dating and meeting new people. My options are online dating or freestyling, or even both. I’m upset for getting banned on Tinder because it was way easy to match and talk. I had absolutely noooooooo, and I mean NO matches on hinge. I’m not sure why, but I’m pissed I wasted $ signing up for membership. I’m so impulsive and will definitely wait to sign up for any additional features.
I’ve also thought about joining a SB site, but I’m nervous! Why??? Because I feel like I’m not adequate enough. But then again, fxck that because there’s someone for everyone, and that someone could be my someone.
My anxiety has been a bit through the roof as well. Definitely still functional, but it’s becoming too much.
Anyway. I feel like I’m alone. G’night.
I keep telling myself that’s it’s okay if I derailed as long as I keep going.
Also, today was my last week of school, so I’m really happy about that. I take my finals next week and then I will complete my first year of nursing school!
I’ll officially half way done! This year has been tough, but I made it.I wish summer would be relaxing, but I think I’m going to be working a lot to more to save towards school. I know my senior year will be more challenging, so I want to prepare myself financially for it!
As far as dating goes. Not sure what I want to do anymore. With summer break approaching, I would love to just keep dating and meeting new people. My options are online dating or freestyling, or even both. I’m upset for getting banned on Tinder because it was way easy to match and talk. I had absolutely noooooooo, and I mean NO matches on hinge. I’m not sure why, but I’m pissed I wasted $ signing up for membership. I’m so impulsive and will definitely wait to sign up for any additional features.
I’ve also thought about joining a SB site, but I’m nervous! Why??? Because I feel like I’m not adequate enough. But then again, fxck that because there’s someone for everyone, and that someone could be my someone.
My anxiety has been a bit through the roof as well. Definitely still functional, but it’s becoming too much.
Anyway. I feel like I’m alone. G’night.
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Posted 27 April 2022 - 12:18 AM
Don’t quote, please!
Also, pleaseeeeeee, if you see this, please respond—my face is bigger right??
I know it is, right?
My face has retained water since falling off track...
Ugh, not sure why I’m even asking y’all because I don’t think you’ll agree with me. But I need someone to agree with me
just be HONEST. It’s okay.
Put yourself in my position.
Maybe I’ll post in a different thread too??
On a brighter note, I loved my outfit today.
My friend recorded a video of me dancing, hence the screenshots lol.
Also, pleaseeeeeee, if you see this, please respond—my face is bigger right??
I know it is, right?
My face has retained water since falling off track...
Ugh, not sure why I’m even asking y’all because I don’t think you’ll agree with me. But I need someone to agree with me
just be HONEST. It’s okay.Put yourself in my position.
Maybe I’ll post in a different thread too??
On a brighter note, I loved my outfit today.
My friend recorded a video of me dancing, hence the screenshots lol.
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Posted 28 April 2022 - 04:54 AM
Today’s body check and weigh-in. MUST STAYYYYYY CONSISTENT!!!!!
Please excuse my messy room.
Please excuse my messy room.
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