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Posted 13 May 2022 - 07:15 PM
5/13/22 fri (7 days binge free!!)
weight: -- forgot to weigh oops, will have to do that tomorrow
intake:
breakfast - mango coconutmilk (50) bakery french bread (280) orange (40)
lunch - yellow split peas (135) apple (114)
dinner - bread (80) strawberry jam (50) pb (90) roast peanuts (224)
other - cough syrup (186) herbal medicine (60)
= 1320 cals
i swear to god if any of you quote that body check i will find you and force feed you 193843924804300939048 calories.
anyyywasyyyyyy
um idk what to think of the thongs from the back tbh. like is it giving? i dunno. my butt looks stupid, i wish it was rounder and i wish i had more side booty action going on 
((
alsooo
this one dress i ordered last week arrived
^don't quote pleaze
i think someone was selling it cuz it didn't fit them or something! (on depop)
it's a pink/red gingham summer frock omggg
it's so cute. if prom boy and i ever have that stupid picnic daydream of mine this is def what i'd wear. omg just look at it. i'll need help tying the bow next time but ugh <3 so perf. it has pockets too.
and "easy access" heheehehee guys im really horny today ngl
i posted a semi thirst trap of me spinning in the dress to my private story i wonder if he'll slide up i hope he does i need his attention lmao
not the most productive day today but i did get things done.
kept getting distracted after taking body checks bc u cant tell in the pic but i have really really bad stretch marks around my entire ass and on it and ive never felt so horrid about it before but i did today. but thankfully i found out that microneedling is a thing so maybe if i can ever afford that in the future ill get it.
i mean so many stretch marks for a mediocre ass too. frustrating.
talked to one of prom boys friends today. he sits at my science table, and he had showed me this one youtube vid for review help and i just reached out to get the link. i was originally gonna ask prom boy himself but i didnt wanna double text
sorry guys you all probably think im so stupid all i do is fawn over guys and am super desperate. im self aware i promise, it's just so fun to have crushes imo.
anyways yeah prom boys friend responded so quickly. i also noticed that on this english test cheat sheet i made for prom boy and shared with him on google doc, his friend was added to it? and they like both edited my file?
i felt a bit weird seeing that on my drive ngl. i wish they included me. i mean what if they were talking about me, they probably were. and prom boy didnt even ask if i was ok with him adding stuff to the cheat sheet. i can't remember if i gave him the okay firsthand tho hmm
still idk just felt a bit sad about that cuz it wouldve been fun to help them brainstorm idk. and i wished he told me about him and his friend adding more stuff :/
messaged prom boy and asked if hes going to the carnival
he said he doesnt know bc none of his friends are yet and i like said pleeaase go and he hasnt responded rip. i sent that thru our school messages tho so idk how long it'll be till he checks that
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Posted 14 May 2022 - 06:16 PM
5/14/22 sat (8 days binge free)
weight: 96 lbs (-1)
intake:
breakfast - yeast flatbread (225) banana spinach smoothie (147)
lunch - bakery bread (280) mango flavored coconut milk (63) veggie finger (47) smile fry (32) sprouted bread (160) peanut butter (96) strawberry jam (56)
dinner - N/a
other - cough syrup (93)
= 1195 cals
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Posted Yesterday, 12:36 AM
just wanted to say, the dress you ordered looks so pretty on you!
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Posted Yesterday, 07:59 AM
melt your headaches, on 15 May 2022 - 12:36 AM, said:
aww thank you!! i can't wait to start wearing it over the summerjust wanted to say, the dress you ordered looks so pretty on you!
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Posted Yesterday, 11:36 AM
omg you changed your title! I was looking through my notifs and saw this and thought "I don't remember following that"
haha!
I LOVEE the lingerie btw, it looks sexy as fuck omg!
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Posted Yesterday, 08:35 PM
Bleak Cucumber, on 15 May 2022 - 11:36 AM, said:
omg you changed your title! I was looking through my notifs and saw this and thought "I don't remember following that"
haha!
I LOVEE the lingerie btw, it looks sexy as fuck omg!
LOLL yes i did hahah !!! it was time for a change and an accurate title i felt
sorry it was confusing tho, hope it's cleared up now!!
& hehe tyyy <3
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Posted Yesterday, 08:35 PM
5/15/22 sun (0 days binge free)
weight: n/a
intake:
lol
= ? cals
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Posted Today, 12:12 AM
solenoid, on 15 May 2022 - 8:35 PM, said:
LOLL yes i did hahah !!! it was time for a change and an accurate title i felt
sorry it was confusing tho, hope it's cleared up now!!
& hehe tyyy <3
It's very creative lmao, love itt!
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Posted Today, 12:14 AM
solenoid, on 15 May 2022 - 8:35 PM, said:
5/15/22 sun (0 days binge free)
weight: n/a
intake:
lol
= ? cals
Κ •α΄₯• Κsorry i keep switching up what shade of pink i'm using for my posts lmfao im trying to find a good one. obviously all pink is good bc pink is the best color but i want something cohesive heheya i binged. i think i must be recovered from covid, maybe it was diluting my appetite or something.finished 62% of my tasks today.ig anyday over 50% should be a win bc i was really hit with a bout of depression in the evening. life felt meaningless and i binged, and did some other stupid shit i regret. but tomorrow is a new day.planning to have a banana and a pbj on sprouted bread for lunch w friends, or maybe a marmite sandwich so it's lower cal, and we'll see what i have when i get home from school.hoping to eat like i care about my body. added sugar, refined oil...not good for me or anything. just stuff i shove into my face to avoid my emotions.
this describes me honestly omg, I never used to just eat to numb my emotions, but recently I have been. I fell like I finally get what people mean when they say it numbs emotions. At least for a little while, it's okay to avoid your problems. But the best way would be to conquer them and face em head on. We're in this together hun, rooting for you! <3
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