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Posted 13 May 2022 - 02:20 PM
41 days left
14/5/22
food
4 strawberries - 20
cantaloupe - 50
white fish - 150
tomatoes - 30
broccolini - 25
exercise
12-2-30 treadmill
pilates
weight lifting
sorry ive been a bit MIA in the last couple of days, i have a bunch of uni assessments due next week :// Ill still be logging my food etc. ofc, i just wont be able to write much as ill be short for time xx
ALSO, the most embarrassing thing happened to me yesterday. So i was at pilates and at the moment (bc im fat) i always wear a massive jumper and then these sport mini shorts that are WAY too big that i have to fold. So i legit looked like an idiot (one of my biggest motivations is to be able to get skinny enough to wear all those cute workout clothes again ugh i miss it) anyway, so then i rock up and im getting ready just sitting on the reformer machine and in walks this girl i knew from highschool i was legit mortified. Especially since i graduated 2-3 years ago when i was at one of my lowest weights and now my bmi is like 21 ish. Anyway it was just SO embarrassing. i was in the sort of 'popular' group EW i hate that term/word and i didnt even belong in that group but i was in it, and she was in like a really weird group (i dont want to sound rude because i do have aspergers so im definitely weird myself) so i didnt expect her to show up to this pilates class in legit a tiny sports bra and leggings
fuck im so jealous of everyone there who's so skinny and can wear cute outfits
that WILL be me!!
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Posted 13 May 2022 - 10:09 PM
heidiiii, on 13 May 2022 - 2:20 PM, said:
41 days left14/5/22food4 strawberries - 20cantaloupe - 50white fish - 150tomatoes - 30broccolini - 25exercise12-2-30 treadmillpilatesweight liftingsorry ive been a bit MIA in the last couple of days, i have a bunch of uni assessments due next week :// Ill still be logging my food etc. ofc, i just wont be able to write much as ill be short for time xxALSO, the most embarrassing thing happened to me yesterday. So i was at pilates and at the moment (bc im fat) i always wear a massive jumper and then these sport mini shorts that are WAY too big that i have to fold. So i legit looked like an idiot (one of my biggest motivations is to be able to get skinny enough to wear all those cute workout clothes again ugh i miss it) anyway, so then i rock up and im getting ready just sitting on the reformer machine and in walks this girl i knew from highschool i was legit mortified. Especially since i graduated 2-3 years ago when i was at one of my lowest weights and now my bmi is like 21 ish. Anyway it was just SO embarrassing. i was in the sort of 'popular' group EW i hate that term/word and i didnt even belong in that group but i was in it, and she was in like a really weird group (i dont want to sound rude because i do have aspergers so im definitely weird myself) so i didnt expect her to show up to this pilates class in legit a tiny sports bra and leggingsfuck im so jealous of everyone there who's so skinny and can wear cute outfitsthat WILL be me!!
You are surely on the path for your goals. Don't be discouraged! Sending lots of love and luck xx
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Posted Yesterday, 01:34 PM
hi guyssss, ive decided not to go on the trip because ii dont think ill get to a point where im comfortable enough to go 
im so sorry to disappoint
i am really upset, but i also know that theres plenty of opportunities in the future and id rather fix my health issues so that i can achieve long term weight loss
ill keep updating this thread but instead of daily, i think ill do it 1-3 times per week.
sending lots of love to you all <333
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