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Posted 14 May 2022 - 07:50 PM
^ randomly clicked on your thread and saw the above two posts and wtfff. when ppl say shit like that, i feel like they think they're being helpful but idk what grown adult thinks that'll be helpful for someone who has an ed. idk for me it always reinforces the thought that i need to be better(??) at my ed bc look even other ppl are egging me on lol
like i remember last year my family was going to brunch pretty spontaneously and my mom asked if i wanted to come and i said no i'm good and she's like you can just sit there you don't have to eat...., like yes my idea of fun is being surrounded by other ppl eating bomb ass food that i won't let myself eat thank you for reinforcing that idea in my head < 3
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Posted 14 May 2022 - 07:52 PM
seksouu, on 14 May 2022 - 6:04 PM, said:
may_jailer, on 14 May 2022 - 7:50 PM, said:
it was my mum who said this lmao rip
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Posted 17 May 2022 - 09:42 AM
may_jailer, on 15 May 2022 - 6:12 PM, said:
yeah she's my biggest trigger lmao
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Posted 17 May 2022 - 09:49 AM
so surprised people are still following this idk what you are expecting from me lol
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Posted Yesterday, 10:56 AM
hi so I'm on day 2 b/p free
and I want to b/p bad
what a surprise
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Posted Yesterday, 11:31 AM
kitn, on 17 May 2022 - 09:49 AM, said:
Nothing! Just here for support 
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Posted Yesterday, 04:14 PM
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disappointed. b/p on chinese and it wasn't even good. wasted money. ruined my nice clean bathroom. and now back to day zero.
let myself get too hungry. I notice my tipping point is 600.. anything more and I start to panic. this is when I think "fuck it may as well b/p"..
now I kept down 600 and whatever from b/p.. if I had just kept down more and not b/p I'd hate myself a bit less.
wish bulimia would kill me sometimes. I feel trapped in this torture.
my weight is 96-98lb now. sick of it. why can't I stop eating.
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Posted Today, 02:23 AM
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hahahahahaaaa I binged again last night. couldn't purge. a bunch of crisps and sweets..
fucked myself bc didn't drink any water. so upset today.
I want to die. my body is hurting so much.
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Posted Today, 02:28 AM
nuts hurt my mouth but need more protein
quorn sausage, spinach, onion, egg and cheese
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Posted Today, 02:32 AM
kitn, on 14 May 2022 - 5:43 PM, said:
I am so stupid I know.. bet I can't even do it
called it.
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Posted Today, 10:52 AM
secret_shadow, on 19 May 2022 - 06:50 AM, said:
Could you maybe aim for 800 and take it from there?
it scares me but think it's the most viable
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