Posted Yesterday, 05:43 PM
* don't quote, thanks :') *
fffffff I've been off the rails and need to calm the fuck down
have a family event this week. been told I don't have to eat I can just pretend.. wtf is wrong with them
back down to 96.5 thank goddd. idk how I had the balls to weigh myself given how much I've been eating lately
procrastinating avoiding everything important by stuffing myself silly
the plan until the event is fruit/veggies and liquids only
I am so stupid I know.. bet I can't even do it
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Posted Yesterday, 06:04 PM
also i’m on this same journey to stop bping. i’m on day 1, and hopefully i last long but as time goes on i know it’ll get harder and harder. even just trying is admirable so plz never feel like a disappointment, i’m gonna try not to as well
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#28
Posted Yesterday, 07:50 PM
^ randomly clicked on your thread and saw the above two posts and wtfff. when ppl say shit like that, i feel like they think they're being helpful but idk what grown adult thinks that'll be helpful for someone who has an ed. idk for me it always reinforces the thought that i need to be better(??) at my ed bc look even other ppl are egging me on lol
like i remember last year my family was going to brunch pretty spontaneously and my mom asked if i wanted to come and i said no i'm good and she's like you can just sit there you don't have to eat...., like yes my idea of fun is being surrounded by other ppl eating bomb ass food that i won't let myself eat thank you for reinforcing that idea in my head < 3
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