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Posted 07 May 2022 - 04:11 AM
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Posted 08 May 2022 - 11:37 AM
chocolate chip brioche swirl
bag of crisps
total: 268 calories
might eat more, might not. i’m not really hungry tbh, not surprising since i’ve chucked down like three litres of water. not a good idea though, i passed out and hit my head rly hard (it’s lowkey funny when i think ab it) so clearly super low res isn’t what i need rn. but then again i’m not exactly known for smart decisions so
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Posted 09 May 2022 - 01:12 PM
microwave french fries
brioche swirl
bag of crisps
chinese takeaway
total: 1627
currently in hospital for passing out yesterday luv that for me 😩 not to mention the fact that i just gorged on a chinese takeaway lol. my dad bought it for me before he dropped me off to try and cheer me up. it worked, bc i’m a greedy pig but i’m a little disappointed that i didn’t limit myself to half like i intended to. this bitch was fr scraping the rice off with her fork. shameful
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Posted 09 May 2022 - 03:49 PM
anyways, extra 200 calories for the latte i had to stop me falling asleep in the hospital waiting room. i’m definitely overestimating but whatever. done for today
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Posted 10 May 2022 - 06:22 AM
fαye, on 09 May 2022 - 9:24 PM, said:
holy shit, glad to hear you're relatively okay considering what could've happened. ilu. please take care of yourself...
🥺🥺 ilym thank u <3
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Posted 10 May 2022 - 11:59 AM
sbucks doubleshot iced coffee
crisps
cheese and onion roll
total: 385
i’m trying to find lower calorie sbucks orders bc as much as i luv my caramel macchiatos, i can’t be dealing with the high cal count. so far most i’ve tried are nasty (how do ppl drink black coffee 😭 i cannot) but what i had today was pretty good. 89 calories and it didn’t taste like it fr, it was sweet but not overly sweet and rly creamy. think ive found my bae. i took a week off from college to recover from my concussion n im loving it, it’s been so peaceful. i miss my friends though, they’ve been filming little vlogs throughout the day to show me what im missing out on. i’ve been getting loads of gws messages from people in my class i can’t stand too, theyre so fake lol. hate them all
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Posted 10 May 2022 - 01:37 PM
flaneur, on 10 May 2022 - 11:59 AM, said:
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sbucks doubleshot iced coffee
crisps
cheese and onion roll
total: 385
i’m trying to find lower calorie sbucks orders bc as much as i luv my caramel macchiatos, i can’t be dealing with the high cal count. so far most i’ve tried are nasty (how do ppl drink black coffee i cannot) but what i had today was pretty good. 89 calories and it didn’t taste like it fr, it was sweet but not overly sweet and rly creamy. think ive found my bae. i took a week off from college to recover from my concussion n im loving it, it’s been so peaceful. i miss my friends though, they’ve been filming little vlogs throughout the day to show me what im missing out on. i’ve been getting loads of gws messages from people in my class i can’t stand too, theyre so fake lol. hate them all
Oh my godd good thing you're okay tho, even if you do have to miss college and stuff
Also if it was low res that made you pass out the other day, you really should be eating more, right? Please be safe
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Posted 10 May 2022 - 01:51 PM
SadSun, on 10 May 2022 - 1:37 PM, said:
Oh my godd good thing you're okay tho, even if you do have to miss college and stuff
Also if it was low res that made you pass out the other day, you really should be eating more, right? Please be safe
thanksss - not that i’m complaining tho LOL i needed a break anyway
see you’re right but i’m going to ignore that bc i need to lose this weight as fast i can. there is no way i’m spending this summer fat, dizzy spells get fucked. youre sweet tho i’m sure i’ll live (;
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Posted 11 May 2022 - 11:54 AM
choc chip brioche swirl
crisps
2 hash brown waffles
200ml coke
total: 635
yes, i drink normal coke. diet coke or any shitty alternative will never do it for me. i’ll spend the extra calories and actually enjoy my drink. i had the house to myself today which was peaceful, if a little boring. i finished the first season of heartstopper (totally deserving of the hype btw, i loved the story and the characters. everything and everyone was perfect. apart from harry the asshat fuck him) and finished my book too. not a productive day but it was nice
also i know that nobody gives af but i want to apologise for having such a monotonous diet 😭🫠 im a v v picky eater and eat the same 10 foods (as you can tell) so don’t expect any meal ideas from me lmao
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Posted 11 May 2022 - 12:09 PM
I loved heartstopper omg omg… and your intake sounds so good!!
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Posted 11 May 2022 - 01:02 PM
fαye, on 11 May 2022 - 12:09 PM, said:
I loved heartstopper omg omg… and your intake sounds so good!!
me too ! i’m a little sad that i finished it so early because the second season will probably take forever to come out. but it’s SO bingeworthy, nick has my heart i luv him 😭
thanks! those brioche swirls are so good, they have a little cream centre and it’s delicious
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Posted Yesterday, 09:19 AM
flaneur, on 12 May 2022 - 04:14 AM, said:
hi so basically my dad wants to go to a restaurant tonight, just as my restriction finally started going well. going to a restaurant is one of my biggest binge triggers lol … as soon as i eat something i don’t know the calories of it sets something off inside me and i feel like my entire day is ruined. wish me luck .! i feel like i’m ab to cry hahaha
good luck
edit: frick mpa doesn't allow emojis, but jsyk I put three four leafed clovers there haha
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Posted Yesterday, 10:12 AM
i'm living for your daily intakes omg
good luck with the dinner! don't let it control your day, it's just one dinner in a week where you've been restricting really well:) you can always go back to restricting again, do not worry!
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Posted Yesterday, 11:43 AM
good luck <3 I hope you find something on the menu that’s safe for you.
remember you just had a horrible accident fainting so a little nourishment to heal your body is ok.
but I know, it’s more than just that; ruined plans on good restriction days fucking suck!
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Posted Yesterday, 02:37 PM
choc chip brioche roll (as alwaysss)
noodle bowl with egg and cheese
half a paneer grill thingy with some fries and a can of coke
frozen strawberry daiquiri
total: (overestimation) 2100
so i didn’t screw up MAJORLY. i did mess up a little bit, because i wasn’t actually supposed to eat anything before the meal out. but it could’ve been much worse, at least my intake didn’t reach the 3000s. i doubt it was even as high i think, i just like to add a couple hundred calories to make myself feel safe
anyways. when i got to the car i realised that i didn’t even know where we were going to eat. so turns out, nobody had actually decided and we’d been on the road for like ten minutes with no destination in mind. clearly i get my organisation skills from my parents LOL. after a few google searches we found this cute lil indian restaurant not too far away so off we went. i couldn’t find the calories or menu online so i went in completely blind until we sat down and were handed menus. i picked a paneer grill (it’s this indian cheese that tastes horrible unless it’s seasoned well) off the starters section bc hey, a starter option can’t be that big right? LOL I WAS SO WRONG. that bitch was massive. like even my mom was like how tf you going to finish all of that lmao. didn’t have to worry about that though bc it didn’t even taste nice, which was disappointing. for once i try to be okay with enjoying a meal out and it ends up being horrible? r u d e. i ate ab half because i didn’t want to waste it while sneaking some on to my brothers plate thinking i was slick. turns out my acting skills are shit and my dad saw straight through me bc when we were driving back he was ‘yk you don’t have to force yourself to eat it if you don’t like it’ 😭🫠 so embarrassing ffs. ended the meal with a strawberry daiquiri while everyone else has dessert because somehow sipping on a high calorie drink with literal SUGAR rimming the edge of the cup feels safer than a scoop of ice cream. it was good though icl. i feel like i’ve gained about 10 pounds and my stomach is massively bloated. i should weigh myself tomorrow to check in after today. v smart idea
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SadSun, on 12 May 2022 - 09:19 AM, said:
good luck
edit: frick mpa doesn't allow emojis, but jsyk I put three four leafed clovers there haha
does it not? i never knew that 😭 wtf mpa i use emojis with every other sentence what is this. thank u for your clovers tho c: was going to put in an emoji but …
f4irlyth1n, on 12 May 2022 - 10:12 AM, said:
i'm living for your daily intakes omg
good luck with the dinner! don't let it control your day, it's just one dinner in a week where you've been restricting really well:) you can always go back to restricting again, do not worry!
THANK U i’m so glad someone finds them interesting LMAO im worried that this is boring as shit. that helps sm thank you :’) i have a habit of blowing things way out of proportion like wtf calm down it’s litro one meal not a whole buffet
fαye, on 12 May 2022 - 11:43 AM, said:
good luck <3 I hope you find something on the menu that’s safe for you.
remember you just had a horrible accident fainting so a little nourishment to heal your body is ok.
but I know, it’s more than just that; ruined plans on good restriction days fucking suck!
<33 ily, i needed to hear that. ive been thinking that being sick isn’t a valid excuse to eat a lil more but youre right, i owe it to myself to eat well at least once. that’s exactly it though ugh 😩 like IK that my body was probably begging for the extra calories but it feels like my whole restriction plan was thrown off track now :’)
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Posted Today, 10:10 AM
intake
choc chip brioche swirl
iced latte w skimmed milk from costa
crisps
total: 366 calories
ahh fuck me. at least a few pounds of that has to be water weight from yesterday right? or am i deluding myself lols wouldn’t be the first time. i’m so far from my LW that i actually want to sob. i feel huge and i can’t get rid of this weight fast enough. weighing over 100 makes me want to die. i was thinking of having dinner but after this little surprise i think i’ll go without lol bc i clearly don’t need it. i feel like i’ve eaten too much already
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