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here I go again
Started by s.yahari, Apr 30 2022 09:56 AM
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Posted 09 May 2022 - 10:13 PM
Sooo let's just maybe head into liquids now. Like. I'm so fat lol. And. I have only a little over a week untillllll my big moments lol
I also was looking at some jeans online and it's like, I can't buy a 26 cus I can't fit a 26. Which sucks. They are so nice the jeans tho. I want the blue color but the largest available is a 26.
I can get a 28 in the black tho so that's what I plan to do but still. Sucks that my fat body prevents me from doing that. Realistically I have a ton of blue jeans already that I can't wear now but can once I lose some more. So I don't really need to add it to the stack. But oh how I wish I could wear them now. Even tho I know I can only do that in the 120s again. I used to wear a 26 wtf why'd I gain so much.
I also was looking at some jeans online and it's like, I can't buy a 26 cus I can't fit a 26. Which sucks. They are so nice the jeans tho. I want the blue color but the largest available is a 26.
I can get a 28 in the black tho so that's what I plan to do but still. Sucks that my fat body prevents me from doing that. Realistically I have a ton of blue jeans already that I can't wear now but can once I lose some more. So I don't really need to add it to the stack. But oh how I wish I could wear them now. Even tho I know I can only do that in the 120s again. I used to wear a 26 wtf why'd I gain so much.
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Posted 10 May 2022 - 09:02 PM
I will be carrying on liquids only here for very short starting tomorrow.
https://www.myproana...for-short-term/
I'm still keeping my accountability not to worry, but I want to document the liquid on its own also
https://www.myproana...for-short-term/
I'm still keeping my accountability not to worry, but I want to document the liquid on its own also
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Posted Yesterday, 10:17 PM
Also I bought the 27 jeans. They arrived yesterday. Actually I can wear them buuuut they are very tight since they are 100%cotton.. they're not a true 27, probably more like a 28/29.maybe. idk. I at least need to be in the mid 140s tho before my event so that I'm less fat and I can sit comfortably in them.
But seriously, they don't make jeans for people with butts and smaller waists. I'm not skinny at all and still pretty fat but I have some decent variance in my size.
Measurements last I checked were
36.5
28.5
40.5
So, while I'm not skinny, I have a proportionally smaller waist, and they do NOT make jeans for me ugh... Like,the jeans I got are too tight, but the waist is too big!!! Does that even make sense? Like literally I am going to have to wear a belt once I lose the 10lbs to make them comfortable. Actually really sucks.
Anyway the next 5 days I gotta really get on my shit and stop ruining things. My skin has been doing amazing and I'm styling my hair tomorrow in preparation. So last is I just gotta be less fat. I can't help being fat now, but at least less fat will be good.
I wish I never gained after college. I remember when I could eat anything and easily return to 134. That was my old set point....
But seriously, they don't make jeans for people with butts and smaller waists. I'm not skinny at all and still pretty fat but I have some decent variance in my size.
Measurements last I checked were
36.5
28.5
40.5
So, while I'm not skinny, I have a proportionally smaller waist, and they do NOT make jeans for me ugh... Like,the jeans I got are too tight, but the waist is too big!!! Does that even make sense? Like literally I am going to have to wear a belt once I lose the 10lbs to make them comfortable. Actually really sucks.
Anyway the next 5 days I gotta really get on my shit and stop ruining things. My skin has been doing amazing and I'm styling my hair tomorrow in preparation. So last is I just gotta be less fat. I can't help being fat now, but at least less fat will be good.
I wish I never gained after college. I remember when I could eat anything and easily return to 134. That was my old set point....
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Posted Today, 02:24 PM
I'm so fuckin inspired right now I feel GIDDY!
Also I think my blood pressure is either too high or too low which also makes me GIDDY!
But anyway it's Friday, I'm (mostly) done with work, bout to do my hair into a cute style and more importantly, I read my diarrhea where I detailed how I lost like 10lbs in a week from low restriction on liquidssss. That was about 400-600 cals! Well I'm aiming for as close to zero as possible so yeah!
I tried on the 26 jeans today and technically can barely wear them so they definitely need at least 10lbs of loss before they make sense. I should be straight on the 27s tho by next week.
The thing is I'm doing this thing with some friends and I don't want to be the fat one so my time clock is ticking.
I've only lost a. Little over 5 lbs. I was 151.0 lbs this morning btw surprisingly lol.
So that's 5.9 so I guess actually almost 6 lbs but so slow at it so I gotta do more,FASTER.
I just need to get as close to 139 as possible. Even if I can't make it there in this short stint, I need to at least try to get close. Come on below 145, here we goooooo!
But in reality I'm still aiming for like 138 lol
Also I think my blood pressure is either too high or too low which also makes me GIDDY!
But anyway it's Friday, I'm (mostly) done with work, bout to do my hair into a cute style and more importantly, I read my diarrhea where I detailed how I lost like 10lbs in a week from low restriction on liquidssss. That was about 400-600 cals! Well I'm aiming for as close to zero as possible so yeah!
I tried on the 26 jeans today and technically can barely wear them so they definitely need at least 10lbs of loss before they make sense. I should be straight on the 27s tho by next week.
The thing is I'm doing this thing with some friends and I don't want to be the fat one so my time clock is ticking.
I've only lost a. Little over 5 lbs. I was 151.0 lbs this morning btw surprisingly lol.
So that's 5.9 so I guess actually almost 6 lbs but so slow at it so I gotta do more,FASTER.
I just need to get as close to 139 as possible. Even if I can't make it there in this short stint, I need to at least try to get close. Come on below 145, here we goooooo!
But in reality I'm still aiming for like 138 lol
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