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Posted Today, 07:30 AM
12 & 13 ✸ May
12: 56,0kg / bmi: 22,2
3.000 calories
& 2.710 calories
binged again :c but this time i know what triggered
it. day 12 i signed with the new work and told my
boss about it. he reacted pretty well but i could see
he was in shock. i'm not a confrontational person
so doing this was really hard, i usually want to
please everyone. he told me i should have given
them a 30 day notice (it's not in my contract) and
i replied that they could only wait for me two weeks.
so that made me feel baaaaad. i baked brownies and
ate things around the house and idk i was proud of
not going out and binging lol but when i added the
cals it was still a binge.
and next day was because we had a work meeting
and everyone is doing as if i'm not going to leave.
like everything is normal and fine. i don't like that.
it feels fake. i'll prefer they get mad and angry at
me. it put me off and this time i did go to buy food,
you guessed it, the motherfucking bread. i think i
like that bread because it meets my expectations
every time. like you know when you feel a binge
coming and you start to imagine how amazing the
food is and when you finally eat it it's not that
great? well this bread is great every time.
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