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WHY do I look so huge in these?

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#1 xXNyxWuzHereXx

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    Posted 11 May 2022 - 08:45 PM

    I had my bf take some pictures of ke bc I thought my outfit was cute and holy shit these pictures make me look awful. I look so huge and my body look like it has no shape or curvature at all. I look so fucking fat someone please tell me I don't look as big as I feel like I do in these omfg.

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    Posted 11 May 2022 - 08:47 PM

    You don’t look huge I promise. You look skinny to me. Body dysmorphia is a b*tch
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      Posted 11 May 2022 - 08:57 PM

      agreeing with the above! you do not look fat in those photos. i promise you, it is just body dysmorphia acting up! you look great to me.

       

      also, can confirm: that outfit is awesome!


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      Posted 11 May 2022 - 09:00 PM

      omg! u look so cute and rly skinny honestly!! its just in your head I promise


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      Posted 11 May 2022 - 09:09 PM

      You can tell you're not fat, but the belt+oversized shirt does bulk up your middle a little more than you might want.

       

      Top is still super cute so paired with ripped skinny jeans or leather pants would off-set the loose aspect of the top.

       

      Shorts are also to die for but might look better paired with a crop top/crop tank and if it's too much skin a long sleeve mesh top over/under it.

       

      As for the belt I would stick to waist/hip chains, something a bit slimmer to emphasize curves.


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        Posted 11 May 2022 - 09:18 PM

        ~ P R E S S U R E ~, on 11 May 2022 - 9:09 PM, said:

        You can tell you're not fat, but the belt+oversized shirt does bulk up your middle a little more than you might want.

         

        Top is still super cute so paired with ripped skinny jeans or leather pants would off-set the loose aspect of the top.

         

        Shorts are also to die for but might look better paired with a crop top/crop tank and if it's too much skin a long sleeve mesh top over/under it.

         

        As for the belt I would stick to waist/hip chains, something a bit slimmer to emphasize curves.

        i think the biggest issue is that the waist belt is too loose. I bought it closer to my hw so even on its smallest hole its still a little too big.


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        Cw: 125.8lbs

         

        Gw: 160150140130, 120

         

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        #7 God☆Body☆Girl

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          Posted 11 May 2022 - 10:47 PM

          you don’t look big at all but this is what I’d consider a very “unsafe” outfit (for me personally). thigh highs + shirt tucked in to high waisted pants w a belt over, it’s just recipe for body distortion

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            Posted 11 May 2022 - 10:56 PM

            You look great, the outfit seems fun, it's just adding a little distracting from your skinny body shape with all the things going on

            #9 HealthyThinTTC

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              Posted Yesterday, 01:51 AM

              You look good and not fat, but upper legs are naturally the fattest part of most womens' bodies, and the color black is slimming. So you're wearing black on most of your body which slims and draws attention away from it, then your upper legs are exposed and white, which sucks attention to them.

              You'd look thinner if you had black covering your upper legs, and let the white revealed part be your lower legs (even lower thighs and knees).

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                Posted Yesterday, 02:03 AM

                It's a cute fit and you look good, but I hope you can get the belt in a size that fits better so you feel better about wearing it.
                And I like the idea of the shorts but I cannot imagine them looking flattering on anyone.. it just lends a weird, unfeminine silhouette to the hips. The cloth around the inner thighs makes it look like the wearer has something there they need to keep covered. >///>
                I love your boots though, I'd ask where they're from but I'll probably never have the legs for them like you do haha
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                #11 xXNyxWuzHereXx

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                  Posted Yesterday, 10:46 AM

                  God☆Body☆Girl, on 11 May 2022 - 10:47 PM, said:

                  you don’t look big at all but this is what I’d consider a very “unsafe” outfit (for me personally). thigh highs + shirt tucked in to high waisted pants w a belt over, it’s just recipe for body distortion


                  It's a very oversized shirt so I had actually rolled it up and tied it in the back but I guess it does give off the same look as being tucked in
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                  "Eating crappy food isn't a reward, it's a PUNISHMENT."

                   

                   

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                    Posted Yesterday, 11:07 AM

                    firstly-outfit and hair; fantastic
                    secondly-you don’t look huge imo-more like average/normal/healthy (which could be what u meant by huge). i think that’s partially just bc where your outfits waistline is isn’t your actual waist (if that makes sense) like just in general with the way my body is shaped i look “wide” in high waisted stuff from the front

                    tldr (bc that was low key a tangent lmao) i don’t think you look fat, you look normal-i just think the cut of your outfit isn’t necessarily the most flattering on your body (which doesn’t really matter imo because it looks cool)

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                    Posted Today, 01:39 AM

                    You don't look big at all I swear!! You look absolutely amazing  skinny and OMG I envy your style so much 

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                      Posted Today, 01:48 AM

                      You look teeny teeny tiny

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                      #1 xXNyxWuzHereXx

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                        Posted 03 May 2022 - 08:30 PM

                        Hey!! In september I relapsed after hitting 170lbs and being very overweight, i felt very disgusted by my body and how I looked. So I busted my ass and have so far lost 44.6lbs and I am now 125.4 lbs! I am about 10lbs away from my ugw!!!!!!

                         

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                        Me at 170 lbs (whats crazy is I thought I looked so cute that day, now I look at this pic and feel horrified.)

                         

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                        Me as of 1 day ago!! 125.4 lbs!! I still look horrifyingly big and still have a lot of weight to lose and some toning to do but its by FAR better than it was.

                         

                         


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                        Ugw: 115-118lbs

                         

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                        Posted 03 May 2022 - 08:36 PM

                        Dang dude, you look great! What a drastic difference. Congrats on almost reaching your GW!


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                        #3 Fatnowskinnysoon

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                          Posted 03 May 2022 - 08:42 PM

                          You look great!! Congrats :-D!!

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                          Posted 03 May 2022 - 08:45 PM

                          woah u look so good now 1!!


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                            Posted 03 May 2022 - 09:16 PM

                            you don't look big AT ALL you in fact look severly thin
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                              Posted 03 May 2022 - 09:44 PM

                              Andalus, on 03 May 2022 - 9:16 PM, said:

                              you don't look big AT ALL you in fact look severly thin


                              Ahh if only<3
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                              Ugw: 115-118lbs

                               

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                              #7 thittlelighs

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                              Posted 04 May 2022 - 06:07 AM

                              Oh my goooooodddddd!!!!! You did that shit! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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                              #8 xXNyxWuzHereXx

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                                Posted 04 May 2022 - 08:26 AM

                                thittlelighs, on 04 May 2022 - 06:07 AM, said:

                                Oh my goooooodddddd!!!!! You did that shit! ❤️❤️❤️❤️


                                Omg thank you so much you don't even know how much I appreciated waking up to this comment today <3
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                                Sw: 170lbs

                                 

                                Cw: 125.8lbs

                                 

                                Gw: 160150140130, 120

                                 

                                Ugw: 115-118lbs

                                 

                                "Eating crappy food isn't a reward, it's a PUNISHMENT."

                                 

                                 

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                                Posted 04 May 2022 - 08:28 AM

                                You look fantastic! Congratulations on your progress!


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                                Posted 04 May 2022 - 09:11 AM

                                Damn! you look great!

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                                  Posted 04 May 2022 - 09:40 AM

                                  Amazing work!! You have an amazing figure

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                                    Posted 09 May 2022 - 12:35 AM

                                    Awesome progress, you look lovely
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                                      Posted 10 May 2022 - 12:07 AM

                                      you look PERFECT like dream body wow please take care of yourself. you don't need to lose more!!! stay safe 


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                                      Posted 11 May 2022 - 08:43 PM

                                      God, I need that waist ! Good work!


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