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Posted 07 May 2022 - 02:57 PM

To prevent myself binging I looked at all my old keyword sessions from my drugs worker, actually very applicable to binging

Also, I found lots of old stuff that was super cute and reading it I wanna cry  some of its quite funny so I'll share it here lol55be69fdf6a3f08e47c52cf19b41f9d3.jpgc9c6a54f6734aabdb8c078e84a6cae4e.jpg48199d8c2d3667caba77de7bd26670ef.jpge6c110ddc763f2a7ef5e2f3f4e65be3f.jpg

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Posted Today, 10:35 AM

164 breakfast , a protein mug cake that was AMAZING ill share the recipe bc 10/10 I've perfected it;

Half scoop whey powder 51 cals
1 1/2 tsp Coco powder 28 cals (I did 2, it was quite rich)
2 tsp skinny syrup and/or sweetener (I used two tsp skinny syrup and two of real sugar cuz no sweetner, 44 cals, if you have sweetner I'd put 3tsp)
Baking powder (i forgot to add it lol but it was brownie like)
1 tsp marge 20 cals
1 tsp lite mayo 14 cals

School;
half a slice of toast + 1 tsp biscoff -80
Mango & pineapple - 50
One spoonful of curry - 100 cals
Small brownie - 120

TOTAL FOR TODAY 514


Now, I won't b/p, and my last meal was at 1pm so I'm doing a 24hr liquid fast so I can eat jerk chicken tomorrow at school :)

Ayyy succeeded!! No bp, it was easy. Actually dunno how I managed? It was half 9 and I thought... fuck,, haven't had a binge urge yet. Haven't had any cravings either, I wonder why?? Telling myself I can eat tomorrow has helped lol, looking forward to that jerk chicken (ill get there and they'll have changed it knowing my luck)

˚‧ Kez | 16 | ENTP ‧₊˚✧

 

I like listening to music, writing and fashion

diagnosed anbp, e-bpd, c-ptsd, adhd

 

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153cm

 

 HW: 53kg, bmi 23 (11/20)

CW: 35kg, bmi 14.9 kill me

 LW: 33.8kg, bmi 14.4 (04/22)

GW: 30kg, bmi 12.8 i think

waist: 20.5 inches

 

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#114 iscarewhitepeople

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Posted Today, 11:10 AM

what flavor skinny syrup if you dont mind me asking?

i have life by the neck and drag it along.. rarely does it move fast enough

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Posted Today, 11:57 AM

iscarewhitepeople, on 09 May 2022 - 11:10 AM, said:

what flavor skinny syrup if you dont mind me asking?

Salted caramel! Its so good, i used to have a pumpkin praline pie one that tasted absolutely amazing as well 


˚‧ Kez | 16 | ENTP ‧₊˚✧

 

I like listening to music, writing and fashion

diagnosed anbp, e-bpd, c-ptsd, adhd

 

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153cm

 

 HW: 53kg, bmi 23 (11/20)

CW: 35kg, bmi 14.9 kill me

 LW: 33.8kg, bmi 14.4 (04/22)

GW: 30kg, bmi 12.8 i think

waist: 20.5 inches

 

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Posted Today, 02:30 PM

rotten-baby, on 09 May 2022 - 11:57 AM, said:

Salted caramel! Its so good, i used to have a pumpkin praline pie one that tasted absolutely amazing as well

thanks so much :)

i have life by the neck and drag it along.. rarely does it move fast enough

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Posted Today, 03:53 PM

I 100% agree with everything you wrote about social services lol
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Posted Today, 04:09 PM

TraumatisedUnicorn, on 09 May 2022 - 3:53 PM, said:

I 100% agree with everything you wrote about social services lol

Ah they haven't helped me at all! They used to move me round the country like a parcel. Thankfully, my social worker is quite nice, but its the people at the top who seem to be the main issue. The care system is very corrupt it seems :/

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˚‧ Kez | 16 | ENTP ‧₊˚✧

 

I like listening to music, writing and fashion

diagnosed anbp, e-bpd, c-ptsd, adhd

 

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153cm

 

 HW: 53kg, bmi 23 (11/20)

CW: 35kg, bmi 14.9 kill me

 LW: 33.8kg, bmi 14.4 (04/22)

GW: 30kg, bmi 12.8 i think

waist: 20.5 inches

 

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Posted Today, 04:13 PM

rotten-baby, on 09 May 2022 - 4:09 PM, said:

Ah they haven't helped me at all! They used to move me round the country like a parcel. Thankfully, my social worker is quite nice, but its the people at the top who seem to be the main issue. The care system is very corrupt it seems :/
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Same here! I literally have a complex now where I won't unpack until I've lived somewhere for at least 3 months coz I feel like I'll just have to move again. I'm glad your current social worker is nice, I've been waiting over a year to be assigned a new one but all of mine have been terrible so far so I'm not hopeful. I agree that the care system is super corrupt and needs to change though, and every other area of social services too tbh
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