Wasting Away

Friday, May 13, 2022

ILiveToMosh

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Posted Today, 12:57 PM

fαye, on 11 May 2022 - 2:14 PM, said:

145.6

i'm .6 lbs away from having lost 100 lbs... omfg

its so weird cause i dont feel like i look that different from 245 in terms of my face, my body... idk... like yeah, there's a difference, but it's not huge? i don't know???

i just can't believe i'm basically 45 lbs away from this accountability's "goal." I feel like my real weight goal is around 85 ~ 90 lbs because i just envy the bodies of those who are bmi 16 ~ bmi 17 and whatnot. but since my frame is "larger" i could theorically look bmi 16/17 while being bmi 19, but like, i want to be a "real" bmi 16/17??

also. yeah i've been doing low restriction. sure i'm losing weight fast but this sucks a bit. i'm not having huge symptoms of low restriction probably because of my higher bmi, but these headaches are still bothersome and my body aches a little throughout the day.

I wanted to go out to eat on the day of my final exam because of celebration, but my sister guilted me by saying there was so much food at home. so i was like. ok. nevermind. lol. but my mom recovered it by saying, maybe on the weekend?

and like ... i just can't seem to motivate myself to eat my usual 700~900 calories. why??? it seems so scary... when did i get like this. hopefully i get out of this soon, maybe the weekend for the make-up celebration dinner? who knows

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yogurt - 70
ice cream - 120

190 so far

16.5 BMI looks so good to me tbh it's like the breaking point of where you're all of a sudden skinny enough to look like a model. It's also the BMI most doctors classify as "severely underweight".

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Posted Today, 01:46 PM

flaneur, on 13 May 2022 - 12:25 PM, said:

YAYYAY WOOHOO WELL DONEEE

thank you flaneurrr <3 i can't believe it.

alminxyeva, on 13 May 2022 - 12:46 PM, said:

congrats!! that's an amazing accomplishment!!

thank you almin c:

ILiveToMosh, on 13 May 2022 - 12:46 PM, said:

I really wanna get back down to two old weights of mine. 123 is my Lowest Adult Weight and then my lowest in middle school before binge eating ruined my body was 114!

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hi desmond! i feel that. sadly my lowest adult weight is probably about 170+, where my lowest high school weight was 112ish :[

ILiveToMosh, on 13 May 2022 - 12:55 PM, said:

Congrats on 100 pounds lost!!!!!

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thank you!!

ILiveToMosh, on 13 May 2022 - 12:57 PM, said:

16.5 BMI looks so good to me tbh it's like the breaking point of where you're all of a sudden skinny enough to look like a model. It's also the BMI most doctors classify as "severely underweight".

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i absolutely agree. it's super thin but not thin enough where it's ~societally~ considered ""unattractive""!

ILiveToMosh, on 13 May 2022 - 12:59 PM, said: