Just in time for summer (5’3”)
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Posted 13 April 2022 - 06:34 PM
I was in recovery Jan-Feb then relapsed, binged all March (+12lbs) back to restricting now (-4lbs so far)
An-b/p 5’3” cw: 113.6 lw: 108 gw: 115 ugw: 97
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Posted 13 April 2022 - 07:37 PM
4/13/22
Workout: 12k steps
Water: 64 oz + 1 
Weight: 118.8 (21.0)
+ 2 
(224)- 2 yogurt (200)
- 32 chips (300)
- Airheads (210)
Total: 934
I’ve been eating 800 for the past week and today I felt binge cravings so I allowed myself to eat more before my next meal time and now I’m not gonna eat for the rest of the day because I’m so full. Also I’ve been feeling dizzy every time I stand up 
*ed makes me wanna justify myself so: 64oz are water, tea /coffee☕️ don’t count towards my water intake. Coming off a binge cycle so mid restriction. I used to be very active but now I have a bad leg injury which I should get checked but am avoiding the doc bc of weigh ins.
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Posted 14 April 2022 - 08:22 AM
troubleeveryday, on 14 Apr 2022 - 05:24 AM, said:
Same to you! Followed your accountability.following! we have similar stats, good luck & stay safe xxx
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Posted 14 April 2022 - 08:24 AM
4/14/22
Workout: 12k steps (-425)
Water: 64 oz 2/☕️
Weight: 118.4 (-.4, 21.0)
- 1c chili (158)
- 2 gogurt +
(240) - mango + pretzels (422)
- cauli + sauce (170)
Total: 990
-3lbs and I get to wear my summer clothes and shave. I wasn’t hungry all morning so didn’t eat until 4pm only bc I made 2 meals so I had to try them. The chili was super filling.
2 days ago I got yogurt after not trying it for years and Ioved them which lead me to remember gogurts and they have cotton candy now?! But that’s not all…for only 50 cal!! They’re delicious. The pretzels made me feel like I overate, can tell I’ll weigh more tomorrow but as long as I’m under 1000 I’m good.
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Posted 14 April 2022 - 08:28 AM
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this is great I love finding people with similar stats. Feels like we get to go on the same journey together.following since we have similar stats <33
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Posted 15 April 2022 - 08:58 AM
4/15/22
Workout: 13.5k steps (-480)
Water: 65oz, 2/☕️
Weight: 118.6 (+.2, 21.0)
I fasting: 20:4
- 1 Yogurt + 8 crisps (155)
- 1c Chili (158)
- 1 bag gold fish (130)
- 1/3 thin crust pizza (100)
Total: 543
(Just the cheese part)
Started my period and it’s the first time in years I’m getting cramps from it. I don’t have access to Advil bc I just got to my dads bc i’m taking care of my siblings. My baby brother is in the hospital, I’m really worried bc he doesn’t seem to be getting better.
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Posted 16 April 2022 - 09:56 PM
4/16/22
Workout: 14.5k steps (-418)
Water: 64oz, 2 ☕️
Weight: period
I fasting: 18:6
- 1/2c
compote (100) - Salsa + chips (172)
- Rice crisps + yogurt (155)
Total: 427
I ate the salsa w/ tortilla chips but Im gonna try making homemade ones so they’re lower cals. I skipped my cousins bday bc I didn’t wanna be seen by anyone but I felt so bad bc they wanted me there.
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Posted 16 April 2022 - 10:01 PM
i hope your brother gets better <3
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Posted 17 April 2022 - 12:09 AM
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I hope so too, my other brother went to the hospital today because he got the flu as well. They’re my step siblings so I don’t have any updates yet.i hope your brother gets better <3
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Posted 17 April 2022 - 02:50 PM
•Oats: Pancakes (3, 102/7), Baked (5, 152)
•Potatoes: (36, 90-275) Breakfast (4, 295), Taco Bell (32, 150), Chick’n quesadilla (200)
•Quinoa + beans: Stir fry (7/8, 178), Burrito bowl (250), Chili (10, 158), cauli rice (33, 23/c)
•Tofu: Scrambled eggs (2, 90), Greek salad (14, 106)
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//+ cauli/
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Posted 17 April 2022 - 09:00 PM
4/17/22
Workout: 12.5k steps (-441)
Weight: period
Water: 64oz, 4 ☕️
I fasting: 23:1
- Cutie (30), 2tbsp dip + 3 chips (115), yogurt (100), small bite of sweet bread (20)
Total: 265
I was cooking and that satisfied my hunger. Hope y’all had a good Easter!
Update on my siblings: My 9yr old brother is finally being responsive and got hooked off some machines today. My 12 yr old brother is out of the hospital and also doing a little better. Be safe everyone, this flu is going around fast.
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Posted 18 April 2022 - 01:47 AM
thank god your brothers situation is better x
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Posted 18 April 2022 - 09:46 PM
4/18/22
Workout: 12.5k steps (-441)
Weight: period
Water: 64 oz, 2☕️
I fasting: 23:1
- 1/2c soup (180)
Total: 180
Broke up w/ bf bc he was talking to other girls but before this I made him help me take a body check and I liked it but now looking at it makes me mad
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Posted 18 April 2022 - 09:56 PM
xxl, on 18 Apr 2022 - 9:46 PM, said:
4/18/22
Workout: 12.5k steps (-441)
Weight: period
Water: 64 oz, 2
I fasting: 23:1
-1/2c soup (180)
Total: 180
Broke up w/ my bf bc he was talking to other girls.
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Awww I'm so sorry hun, sending love! He seems like a dick if he can't appreciate you <3
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Posted 19 April 2022 - 06:49 AM
sending you love ♥
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Posted 20 April 2022 - 01:23 AM
4/19/22
Workout: 13.8k steps (-439)
Weight: period last day
Water: 32oz, 1 ☕️
I fasting: 23:1
- 3 L Mandarins (192)
Total: 192
I fell asleep at 7pm. My financial aid got terminated for failing too many classes. Tomorrow I’ll eat more.
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Posted 21 April 2022 - 05:59 AM
4/20/22
Workout: 12.8k steps (-446)
Weight: 113 (-5.6, 20.0)
Water: 76oz, 1☕️
I fasting: 21:3
- 1/2 sm milkshake (300)
- 1 bag takis (560)
Total: 860
I weigh 113 today!! Ik some is water weight but I’m so happy. I feel skinny 115 and under so. I got high for 4/20, took a bath, shaved, ate takis and the most delicious pb choco milkshake but gave 1/2 to brother. It was fun but lonely. I filled an appeal form for my financial aid.
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Posted 22 April 2022 - 02:01 AM
4/21/22
Workout: 10k steps (-347)
Weight: 114 (+1, 20.2)
Water: 64oz
I fasting: 21:3
- Chili (190)
- various snacks (375)
- dip + chips (330)
- 2 chick’n patty’s (270)
Total: 1165
I tried to write my feelings down to sort them out but it triggered a binge. Hopefully I’ll get back on track tomorrow.
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Posted 22 April 2022 - 09:18 PM
4/22/22
Workout: 14k steps (-440)
Weight: tomorrow
Water: 64oz, 2
I fasting: 23:1
- -4 gogurts (200)
Total: 200
“I need you to help me eat healthy. Give me meals to eat that won’t make me gain weight”-mom, emphasized that last part. Lmao I told her I had an Ed a month ago, idk what ima come up w/.
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Posted 23 April 2022 - 09:32 PM
4/23/22
Workout: 18.5k steps (-554)
Weight: 114.2 (+.2, 20.2)
Measurements: 31-25-37
Water: 80oz, 3
I fasting: 23:1
- Bite of Reese’s (30)
- Veggies (85) fruit (45)
Total: 160
Cooking day. I’m allergic to lots of food and mandarins and cucumber got added to the list idk what I’ll eat if the list gets longer. 
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Posted 24 April 2022 - 09:43 PM
4/24/22
Workout: 18k steps (-520)
Weight: 113.8 (-.4, 20.2)
Water: 64oz, 2
I fasting: 19:5
- 1 KK donut (190)
- 54 cheez it’s (300)
Total: 490
Yard work was a workout. Bought the comfiest joggers + thongs bc I got past 115. I’m gonna start abs workouts w/ weights bc I’m so squishy. Also my brother got me a BIG box of cheez it’s, I’m scared.
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Posted 26 April 2022 - 08:52 AM
4/25/22
Workout: 8.5k steps (-389)
Weight: 113.6 (-.2, 20.1)
Water: 35oz, 2
I fasting: ?
- kk donut (190)
- 2 serv cheez it’s (300)
- Fruit + veg (100)
- 2 wafers (80)
Total: 670
“When I lose these pounds I’ll look amazing in this swimsuit, no I’ll wear it now so I can see my rolls and be motivated by it” then mom asks me for my food log wtf is going on???
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Posted 26 April 2022 - 09:03 PM
4/26/22
Workout: 10k (-330)
Weight: 113.0 (-.4, 20.0)
Water: 32 oz,
I fasting: 22:2
- Buffalo potato (257)
- Cheez its (150)
Total: 407
Was scared of food weight but I lost more! Been stressing so much about my hw, will stay for tutoring tomorrow. Looks: gross taste: on point.
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Posted 28 April 2022 - 02:52 AM
4/27/22
Workout: 15.8 (-539)
Weight: tomorrow
Water: 64 oz, 1
I fasting: 23:1
- 2 serv Cheez it’s (300)
- 4 wafers (160)
Total: 460
It had been a while since I had sex, one of the many perks of being smaller.
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Posted 28 April 2022 - 09:23 PM
4/28/22
Workout: 13k steps (-503)
Weight: 112.4 (-.6, 19.9)
Water: 65 oz, 3
I fasting: 23:1
(120)
Total: 120
I got these veggie cutters, my life is complete. Also entered bmi 19!
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Posted 29 April 2022 - 10:12 PM
4/29/22
Workout: 12k + abs (-555)
Weight: 111.6 (-.8, 19.8)
Water: 64oz, 2
Waiting: 20:4
- 2 gogurts + 6 wafers (340)
- 2 potato tacos (497)
- + salsa w/ chips
(155)
Total: 992
I had a full on breakdown over BDD and journaled a lot. My brother offered me a Tacobell potato soft taco and I said yes so fast. Next week’s cheat day is going to be a pb choco milkshake + that taco again.
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Posted 01 May 2022 - 05:32 AM
Workout: 15k steps (-488)
Weight: 112.0 (+.4, 19.8)
Water: 80oz, 1🫖
Waiting: ?
-Rice + mole (700)
-Thin crust pizza (200)
Total:900
So my brother is going to stay another 15 days in the hospital so 1 month total. He’s 3 hrs away so I haven’t been able to see or even talk to him. Apparently he’s going to need 9 months of PT after coming home and has suffered permanent damage but he’s out of the danger zone.
I changed 7x before going to my cousins party. I didn’t think my all time favorite food would be there bc I’m vegetarian so there’s usually nothing to eat. I was talking to my cousin and found out some girls from my childhood clearly have an Ed. Also her talking about prom made me feel super lonely bc it reminds of how I didn’t get to live those experiences bc I haven’t had friends since I was like 14.
Meals I made for my fam. The text made me so happy. I didn’t even have any of the banana bread bc I’m not a big fan of it but I do get begged to make it.
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Posted 01 May 2022 - 10:17 PM
Workout: 26.7k steps (-830)
Weight:
Water: 20oz 1🫖
Waiting: 23:1
*3 cauli wings w/ dressing (300)
*1/2 cauli steak (200)
*25 fries + ketchup (100)
*1 chick’n tender (200)
Total: 800
Estimates. Race day, my mom and I are really bad at directions and they stopped giving out the race bibs at 9am so we were zooming through the crowd trying to get to the place but we got so lost. We found it eventually and I had my first coffee from Starbucks (I’ve gotten other things from SB but I just recently started drinking coffee like 2 months ago) I walked the entire thing bc I still have a leg injury but it was actually rly nice bc I talked to my mom the whole way and got to see a lot of things. Idk I just wouldn’t call walking a race an accomplishment for me. I’m thinking I wanna move to that town by the end of the summer.
Then I went to get more steps by going thrift shopping and I found this book called “heal your body and I took pics of it, maybe you will find them helpful, even if you don’t have any desire to recover, affirmations can help you be self compassionate.
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After I went to a vegan restaurant!! So fancy that the bathroom was body check proof. The food was pretty okay not mind blowing but I rly liked the chick’n tenders.
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Posted 01 May 2022 - 11:43 PM
Oh my godd, thank you so much for the affirmations, I'm really gonna try using them. My mental health has been taking a nosedive lately
And also, your food looks SO mouthwateringg!
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Bleak Cucumber, on 01 May 2022 - 11:43 PM, said:
Aww glad to hear they might help, it was a good find.Oh my godd, thank you so much for the affirmations, I'm really gonna try using them. My mental health has been taking a nosedive lately
And also, your food looks SO mouthwateringg!
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Posted 03 May 2022 - 09:02 AM
Workout: 10k steps (-423)
Weight: 112.2 (+.2, 19.9)
Water: 32oz
Waiting: 23:1
*mole + rice (900)
Total: 900
My stomach was hella rumbling when my professor was next to me. My aunt said she had food left from the party and she served me so it was more than I would have but I had to finish it bc I reheated it, full but worth it. I feel bad for guesstimating 3 days in a row bc I’m scared I’m underestimating and I can’t tell bc it’s higher restriction so the scale hasn’t gone down yet.
I haven’t had a car for 6 months now and I expressed that I was irritated about it so my dads going to get the parts to fix it tomorrow I just feel bad that I have class and can’t go on the road trip w/ him.
Other good things: financial aid got approved and I’m a fat ass so I emailed the college I transferred from last quarter what they used on their tater tots from one of the restaurants on my meal plan and they finally responded I’m fucking hyped. I felt so embarrassed asking but I had to bc I that’s all I used to eat everyday when I was there. Franks Buffalo seasoning, try it.
My mom got a stand for my thrift find, love looking at it
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Posted 04 May 2022 - 03:20 AM
Workout: 13k steps (-492)
Weight: 112.4 (+.2, 19.9)
Water: 32oz
Waiting: 23:1
*beany quesadilla (310)
Total: 310
Giving my mom a rundown of my day and she’s like “are you gonna have time to eat” lmao. My injured leg got a worse after the race. I went to 5 diff stores to find the seasoning, ended up ordering it on Amazon.
I have a problem with always wanting to finish everything. I tell myself I HAVE to go through every new post of the day on general Ed discussion but I don’t. I need to stop this.
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Posted 04 May 2022 - 11:07 PM
•Workout: 11k steps (-413)
•Water: 48oz, 1🫖
•Weight: 112.0 (-.4, 19.8)
•Waiting: 23:1
- Hummus + chips (200)
- Spicy tots (150)
Total: 350
I bought 3 xs shirts 1 year ago and they finally fit. 14 yr old me would be so proud. I look so big in this fit but I’m literally 112! I asked my bf to step out of his room while I had my therapy appt but he didn’t when I asked and he still got mad at me about it.
I am in love with these tots, I’m using the sauce while I wait for the seasoning. Sauce is 8/10. I used to live off of these, cheese, and strawberries/oranges when I lived in the dorms. Also love them even more bc Ik the exact calories.
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Posted 05 May 2022 - 08:31 PM
•Workout: 16.5k steps (-530)
•Water: 64oz, 🫖
•Weight: 111.6 (-.4, 19.8)
•Waiting: 17:7
- 1/2 pizza, 1 cauli bite, fries, tbsp sf k (250)
- 5 tbsp dips + 5 chips + veggies (263)
Total: 513
The more I lose, the more I get scared that BDD will make me hate my body more than when I started. I don’t wanna lose my boobs then not like my body bc if it. I’ll see small and the scale says so but I’m skinny fat. I need to do the ab workouts I said I would. I brought my brother’s weights to my room let’s see how long until realizes they’re missing.
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Posted 06 May 2022 - 10:06 AM
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thanks good luck to you too!Hey our stats and goals are really similar. Wish you the best.
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Posted 06 May 2022 - 09:51 PM
•Workout: 16k steps (-557)
•Water: 64oz, 1🫖
•Weight: 111 (-.6, 19.7)
•Waiting: ?
- Granola bar +
(300)- 2 pizzas+ veg + salsa (1508)
- 1/2 grilled cheese (160)
Total: 1968
I got a blister on my pinky toe and emotions triggered a binge.
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Posted 07 May 2022 - 04:04 PM
•Workout: 18.5k
(-530)•Water: 48oz, 1🫖
•Weight: (-., 19.)
•Waiting: 21:3
- gogurt, chips,
(1212)Total: 1212
Feeling mentally and physically drained. I’m the fucking hungry catipillar. Binge day 2. I hate feeling so emotional.
Fruit prep, cute Dinos!!
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Posted 08 May 2022 - 09:13 PM
•Workout: 14.5k
(-557)•Water: 70oz, 🫖
•Weight: 110.8 (-.2, 19.6)
- 140g chips +150
(910)Total: 910
So many leftovers of my biggest weakness from the fight party as you may be able to tell from my intake.
^x3. Happy Mother’s Day! Made these for mom.
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Posted 09 May 2022 - 09:28 PM
•Workout: 10k
(-)•Water: 32oz, 🫖
•Weight: 109.8 (-1.0, 19.5)
- Chips + oats (200)
- Tater tots (150)
Total: 350/900
Weekly: 350/6300, 5950 left for 6 days
Today was such a good day.
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Posted 11 May 2022 - 07:25 AM
•Workout: 10.6k
(-392)•Water: 32oz
•Weight: 109.0 (-.8, 19.3)
- 28g cheese (110)
- 181g
+ gogurt (159)- Hummus + chips (165)
- Tater tots (150)
Total: 584/900
Weekly: 934/6300, 5366 left for 5 days
My legs feel sore but I only did 10k yesterday.
I wear my bruises as badges but kinda nervous to start wearing shorts cause I don’t have an excuse.
*Watches Madagascar* “Gloria’s my *cousins name* her mom tells her she’s fat and they feed her less” me: we’ll that’s one way to develop an Ed” bf: she needs one. Ummm wtf!
I was having such a great week and it’s all gone to shit now.
I almost cried over these^ they’re SO GOOD, expect to see them in my intake daily.
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Posted 11 May 2022 - 06:59 PM
•Workout: k
(-)•Water: oz, 🫖
•Weight: 109.2 (+. 2, 19.3)
- 2 pizza + bar (1620)
- 6 tots + gogurt (114)
- Shit ton of hummus + chips (1000?)
Total: 2734/900
Weekly: 3668/6300, 2632/4 days
I had a very busy fun day planned (go to class, bf house, homework, therapy, meeting, treat day!!, laser tag w/ bf who never ever goes out w/ me) and then I ruined both our days by turning today into Bed Bound day, was too depressed to get out bc I lost my work keys. Binge ate hummus and chips (it feels so weird to be this full) and right after I found the keys. Honestly need to work on so many things. It went from lost keys to me spiraling and focusing on all the things that make me hate myself. I hated myself for losing the keys bc it wasn’t long ago I lost my brothers keys in the mall. My job is very important to me and I was scared to lose it but mostly I was scared my boss would get mad at me. I consider myself a responsible person and the fact that I do take really good care of these keys, I don’t like people thinking something bad about me when I know it’s not true. I put this idea in my head that I can’t handle people getting mad at me. My social anxiety has progressively gotten worse. My stomach hurt every time I thought about texting my boss that I lost my keys. I’m just so sick of my social anxiety affecting me this much. My professor sent me a message to check in bc I missed class this week. I left after someone told me I couldn’t park where I did, I hate doing anything wrong so I had to leave home until my panic attack passed, like they didn’t even say it in a mean way but still. I hold very high standards for myself according to my therapist who I spoke to today. She explained to me guilt (feeling bad for messing up but recognize we can move on) vs shame (feeling so bad that you don’t recognize others have made similar mistakes and believing that we messed up because of a character flaw in ourselves) which was helpful.
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Posted Yesterday, 09:30 PM
•Workout: 22k
(-750)•Water: 64oz
•Weight: (., 19.)
- Quesadilla (245)
- Tater tots (150)
- 25g cheese (100)
Total: 495/900 23g pro
Weekly: 4163/6300, 2137/3 days
Even tho I ate 3x my limit yesterday, my measurements are the same. I also love having a bm after maintenance day bc then ik it was worth it and I don’t regret it as much. I tried to make yesterday up by walking today. Got a gua shua, even if the shape doesn’t do anything, I used to put ice on my face for circulation so maybe it’ll work for that. After seeing my double chin in a video, I had to give it a shot. I like the feel of it so far but idk how long to do it for.
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