♡ getting to my ugw ♡ 128 ➝ 88 / 5'3 (+food pics)
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Posted 01 May 2022 - 01:56 PM
Welcome to my accountability, where I, Loveletter, will be attempting to lose 40lbs and get to my UGW. when I hit BMI 18.5 I'll start posting progress pics and such, but I'm currently BMI 22.7. So. No pictures yet.
DisclAimer: I’m diagnosed AN-R, I’m basically a junkorexic, and I will put most of my thoughts in spoilers, so be aware that my thoughts could possibly be triggering, open the at your own risk.
Stats:
5'3
SW:132.2
GW:118
GW2:108
UGW:88
SO yeah, I have 40ish pounds to lose.
Fun. I'll post my weight, food pics, what I eat in a day, exercise, and other stuff... South Park and Heartstopper style.. 
Here's links to my other threads to keep u entertained 
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Posted 01 May 2022 - 03:21 PM
May Calorie Tracker!
SW: 128
EW: ___
Total loss: 4.4lbs
Week 1-
Week 1 loss: 4.4lbs
Week 2 - https://www.myproana...3#entry77712089
Week 3 -
Week 4 -
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Posted 02 May 2022 - 02:49 PM
May Step Counter!
Week 1-
[center]Total: 24,220
Week 2 - https://www.myproana...3#entry77712089
Week 3 -
Week 4 -
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Posted 03 May 2022 - 06:32 AM
May 1st 2022
I had around maintenance. So yeah. Kind of pissed off. Oh well, tomorrow’s a new day.
^Me typing this lmao^
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Posted 03 May 2022 - 06:32 AM
May 2nd 2022
Bang energy - 0
Gum - 5
18 Shrimp - 126
broccoli and rice casserole - 350
Canned peaches - 210
Total: 691/700
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Posted 03 May 2022 - 10:16 AM
May 3rd 2022
20 shrimp - 140
Lean cuisine, cheese ravioli - 250
Lean cuisine, vermont white cheddar mac n cheese - 280
10 green grapes - 32
3.5 serv goldfish - 490
Ice cream - 170
1,364/700
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Posted 03 May 2022 - 06:05 PM
Not my dad catching me pacing. 😬😬
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Posted 03 May 2022 - 06:52 PM
25k steps ❌ - I got 24,220
Then 600 calories for the rest of the week - Sunday thru Sunday
Should put me at:
Around 3,500 this week and
Under or at 4,200 next week
I have really bad OCD when it comes to numbers BTW. That’s why I panicked so much about going over. Yikes.
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Posted 04 May 2022 - 01:00 PM
May 4th 2022
May the 4th be with you.
Luckily, it was with me 
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Bang energy - 0
Gum - 5
5 shrimp - 35
Lean cuisine, cheese ravioli - 250
290/300
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Posted 05 May 2022 - 12:31 PM
May 5th 2022
2 pieces of gum - 10
Bang energy - 0
10 green grapes, frozen - 34
Lean cuisine, cheese ravioli - 250
294/300
Getting through this f*ck up of a week slowly. Tomorrow I have a state exam IN MATH. I’m totally going to fail it, I am so bad at math D:
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Posted 06 May 2022 - 04:34 AM
Why am I like this.
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Posted 06 May 2022 - 09:02 AM
I literally don’t even need to eat anymore, anyways. The goldfish and mint I ate got me through the exam..
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Posted 06 May 2022 - 01:20 PM
May 6th 2022
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2 serv, Goldfish crackers -280
Mint - 10
Gum - 5
Popcorn - 320
612/700
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Posted 07 May 2022 - 05:20 AM
Existentialbread, on 06 May 2022 - 8:12 PM, said:
Following! We have similar heights!
Yay!
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Posted 07 May 2022 - 05:26 AM
But. We will see I guess. If I don’t end up fasting, I’ll just eat very little today.
If I eat 700 calories today, my week total (700(6), I didn’t count Sunday, it would be 246 left over
. But… if I fasted… it would be 946… hmmm)#28
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Posted 07 May 2022 - 09:20 AM
May 7th 2022
1 pint vanilla halo-top - 290
5 quorn nuggets - 240
1tbsp Ketchup - 20
550/700
And that’s the week over y’all. Didn’t go over my limit, 396 left out of 4,200. Nice. 
Tbh I wish I had a Nick. Cuz I relate to Charlie so much.
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Posted 08 May 2022 - 08:22 AM
May 8th 2022
Sorry guys I have to eat out today for Mother’s Day. Not going to count anything.And I won’t count this as a binge either. And I won’t purge.
I counted and it was about 1,660calories, my TDEE is 1,614. So I overate. FUCK.
I’m 46 calories over my TDEE. I hope I don’t gain anything.
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Posted 08 May 2022 - 10:57 AM
Also I’ll be with my dad all week!!!! So excited. Not really cuz he hates me, lol, but at least I’ll be left alone and I can pace again.
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Posted 08 May 2022 - 11:00 AM
Goals for this week!
400 calories daily
25k steps
Weigh on Tuesday (5/16)
2,400 calorie week limit
Lose 4lbs, goal weight is 124.
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Posted 09 May 2022 - 01:59 PM
May 9th 2022
Had a pretty ok day today
I’m finally back at my dads, so yay…… ig.
School sucks though. I get to retake the exam since I scored over a 375 though
Bang energy - 0
Lean cuisine, cheese ravioli - 250
^^ here’s the ravioli. that shit is immaculate. i practically cry every time I eat it it’s so damn good. holy hell.
250/400
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Posted 09 May 2022 - 05:39 PM
I hate pacing mostly because it takes so long to get the amount of steps I want, and I get dizzy or bored, I watch TV while pacing and all, but I go back and forth and I have to turn my head to watch.
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Posted 10 May 2022 - 12:29 PM
May 10th 2022
Shit day. Relapsed in self harm. Fun times.
Bang energy - 0
Gum - 5
Lean cuisine, mac n cheese - 280
18 small shrimp (3oz)- 70
Peaches - 210
Goldfish - 420
985/400
And. Then I over ate. So. Yeah. I was going to purge, but my dad came home so
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Posted 10 May 2022 - 02:46 PM
Shrimp
And Mac n cheese
And the unplanned peaches, I then had goldfish.
It’s not that big of a deal, honestly. I’m just so tired of restricting, then over eating OVER AND OVER
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Posted Yesterday, 01:29 PM
I binged on chips, jelly beans, and Peeps (the sugar covered marshmallows). All of the candy was Easter candy, lol.
So still 0 days b/p free, and I’m probably going back to the 130’s this week.
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xxl, on 13 May 2022 - 07:31 AM, said:
I’m sorry you’re struggling so much rn, I hope things look up for you soon
Thank you. <3
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If it doesn’t work idk wtf I’m gonna do.
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Omg how did you make the calendar tracker???
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I got it from Twitter, just search up calorie tracker w the month you want.
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Kawaii-ain't-easy, on 13 May 2022 - 08:43 AM, said:
Omg how did you make the calendar tracker???
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Sorry for responding again. I will be making one for June in Heartstopper style for myself so let me know if you want it.
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Posted Today, 10:28 AM
Mac n cheese - 450
Nuggets - 380
Fries - 600
Ketchup - 80
2,130 calorie binge. Now I’m omw to purge it.
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I’m taking laxatives I can’t have this shit in my system but I think I’ve purged too much this week and yesterday I noticed o wasn’t gagging as much but literally only bile and mucus is coming up. So upset. And now my mom thinks im sus bc I said I was going to take a nap, then I turned on my purging playlist and I can’t even fucking make myself puke right now. I’ve never had this happen before. Like, I can feel the Mac n chesss coming up and stuff BUT IT WONT CLME THE FUCK OUT. I don’t even have my damn razors right now im literally just sitting next to the toilet sobbing.
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